i really really REALLY need to have self-control.

amazing self-control.

that should be my superpower. if i ever have one.

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friend says:
if i do give u a nick name i will call u roti canai
me says:
wtf?
friend says:
eh chun what

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me says:
dont anybody mess with us
friend. says:
hell yeah
friend says:
mamak gang lagi...bewareeee
me says:
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA
friend says:
hahahahahah
friend says:
i throw one roti canai at them then they know
me says:
hahaha
me says:
yea man
me says:
we rock
friend says:
totally

check out mandy moore's cover version of rihanna's umbrella.

pretty cool actually. very easy on the ears. i likey!

un-focused

*seems that i have been blogging everyday this week. hmm...

okie dokie.
almost done with the assignments.
but then, i have in possession a wandering mind.
a mind that just cannot focus on the task at hand damnit.
thus i am slowed down. yet again.

halfway typing a sentence, i'll go to the start button.
*click* on games.
*click* on solitaire. O_o

FOCUS WOMAN!

then, after playing a few rounds, i'll go blog-hopping. O_o

then, i'll log on to facebook. O_o like seriously, it is the most addictive thing ever whenever i am assignment-ing or exam-ing. *tak boleh harap man me*
but when i am free until goyang kaki till kaki wanna dislodge itself from my body, i got nothing to do on facebook *wails, why oh why laaahhh*

then, i'll start blogging about how unproductive i am. what the fudge!

memang sial man.

kay laa...bye-bye!

*i heart heart HEART michael buble*

i am counting down till my mid-term break.

now only 5th week and already i'm exhausted.

another month plus and then one week of pure bliss.

after that, counting down till end of semester.

now that i really can't wait.

lots to do .

right now, back to ass________!

you know the drill.

and i think i have finally decided on what to write my feature on.

andddd....i got an email giving me discount voucher.

nothing brightens up my day better than a discount voucher.what the fudge! *thats my wtf fr now onwards.sounds yummier.wtf*

sucky

second time round.

left side knock.

you. suck. like. totally.

hate might be a strong word but it sure as hell best describes it.

screw you fate. screw today of all days. screw your twisted plan. screw the system.
screw. you.

coming out wiser.
looking out.
watching out.
it's not just about being the careful one.

screw it la. i have no inspiration whatsoever at this moment.

i need help. suggestions.

any of you out there can think of an interesting feature for me to write on???

i'm desperate. this week is my last week to hand in my proposal.

arghh..the joys of university!

*i just read the education section and why didn't i apply to a liberal arts college?

during lecture and tutorial the other day, my lecturer gave us some examples of what the internet could do for globalization.

there was the 'controversial' youtube of a student singing the national anthem.
there was also the 'face-off' in a bus in hong kong.
and then there was THIS.

gross! gross! gross!

and you know what, the internet is not doing me good at this moment because i'm NOT supposed to be here. i'm supposed to be burying my head in a book not surfing.

the world wide web is hazardous to my assignments. wtf.

gone with the...

monkey just got the dvd.

he practically knows who's who.

AMAZING!
*monkey deserves bananas =)

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and today is the day that my dear friend travels to a far and distant place, where the corns grow and the cows moo. she will be dearly missed. but thanks to the ever present and ever growing communication tool, what is distance? my friend could be in the room next door for all i know. time and space is nothing but a thing of the past.

days of the week

days go by quicker.

no longer are days measured by hours, minutes or seconds.

it's measured in weeks now.

but then, days are coming and going.

and come friday/saturday, it's the going.

then, it's the weeks again that make the time go by.

weeks are numbered.

days are labeled.

~compose~

*type type type...*

~attach file~

SEND

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last weekend, 5Cekal had a reunion (although MORE than half of the female population weren't there plus some of the other male)

it was great meeting everyone up again. some looked the same. some acted the same. SOME NEVER BLOODY CHANGED! and some changed, DRASTICALLY!

you'd think we were high school students if you joined us that day for the very first time. high school was 2 years ago fyi. but then it was cool that when everyone of 5C got back together, it was still the same.
like i said, nothing changed.

it's kinda great i guess to go back to that familiarity once again what with all the changes we go through.

just for that one night, it was like before.

however, one word that would surely not describe the male in 5C is 'gentlemen'.

*7pm sharp*
me and flo (the only female representatives out of 10) arrived.

called termhitam.

us: where are you?
him: leaving my house now.
us: wtf.
him: bla bla bla..yalah yalah..stop calling me. you're slowing me down!
us: ---___---"

*dush

i read the most ridiculous thing ever here

NO jumping?
NO shouting?

it's a frickin' concert not a convention!
SO... what is she supposed to do? WHISPER ARRR???

bloody ridiculous!!

what do they think is happening now? that we are not already influenced by the western culture and lifestyle??

they think that once people see gwen on stage, they will immediately rip off their clothes and start saying "this SHIT is bananas B-A-N-A-N-A-S!"??

wait..of course they are.

i have not watched the simpsons movie but i have been hearing/seeing a lot of spider pig. O_o

damnit. i wanna watch!

july has come and gone.


grrrrrrrrrrrr.......
damn sleepy now.
good nite!

i have decided to become active.
signing up in clubs and societies.
gonna make myself busy =)

*sigh*

why am i so busy? wtf.

went for my ftv tutorial today and guess what? i get to write on articles related to *drumroll please* (wtf) sex and the city, the sopranos and buffy the vampire slayer. fu-yoh! this is like the only course (that i know off la) that actually requires me to watch tv. O_0
and it says in fine print below my unit guide that it is advisable to watch the entire season of the chosen series. *weeeeeeeeeeee*

but, as like last semester, analysing movies and tv shows are not as fun as it seems. as in pressing play, pause, rewind, forward repeatedly. not my idea of fun. oh-wells, all in the name of academics!

and today at int, almost had a slight confusion as to what class i was in. for a moment it felt like i was in jrn instead. O_o
however, despite the boring lecture, his tutorials are always fun. keeps you on your toes!

here's to having a great second semester!

and omg! my campus is HUGE!
granted i didnt actually walk the entire campus. the only spot i know considerably well is the cafeteria area, lecture halls in block6 and the library. and i haven't even been up the other 2 or 3 levels in the library. oh, how i could i forget, the carpark of course, gotta know the carpark. i'm gonna dread it when they start charging us. moneysuckers!!

i watched harry potter today at...summit.

u got that right. summit.

the price i paid at summit was....outrageous!!!

i don't think i have ever paid for a ticket with that price. seriously.

rm6.

omglaserpewpew.

movies should be watched there from now onwards. wtf.

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third day of classes today.

i'm starting to feel the heat.

assignments, here i come!

classes officially began today.

new campus.

everything brand frickin' new. =)

so last week i watched transformers.

awesome movie siutt...

'nuff said la.

kamu orang pergilah tontoni filem transformers ya..!

i had the pleasure(hmmm..) of watching transformers in berjaya times square's IMAX.

rm15. O_o

money well spent?

kepala kena pusing kiri dan kanan...

you tell me...

heck, i didnt even realize that there was subtitles when that annoying radio robot was yakking away until my eyes went to the bottom of the screen.

yeah..the screen is HUGE!!

gilerrr huge..

'don't mess with me' nat, chubby li peng, weirdo rachel

before the movie, we came upon this shop that had all sorts of funky masks and costumes.

wannabe cowgirls

lala us

fugly pants

after the imax experience

go watch at your normal cinemas la..no need to pusing kepala kiri kanan.wtf.

'twas my last day at youthmalaysia.com
and i'm missing going there already.

my seat on the left

what did i do on my last day?
wrote a review on Transformers (frickin' awesome!the movie i mean).
went for lunch - tastier ever, thanks to my lover *wink*wink*
stepped on a dead rotten rat (unintentionally!) *yucks*
electricity went out after lunch and came back on when it was time to go home *hahaha!*
brainstormed on questions for quiz to be given out during events *i feel empowered* one of the answer we had in there..HILARIOUS! *hope joanne approves* nyek nyek nyek...
planning on activities for an event next month *hopefully i get to be a part of it*

I MISS YM!!!

all i can say is that i am super duper glad i applied for the job. i usually take my own sweet time in thinking if i should apply or not but i did not hesitate on this one.
when i went for the interview, i thought i flunked it cos they didn't offer me the job one week later.
i gave up hope then. it's alrite. at least i tried. no wondering what if.
then, i got the phone call. hallelujah!!!
the rest is history...

i guess what made working in YM fun and exciting is the people, my colleagues.
great bunch of people!
awesomeness...
and i met my lover! so glad i found you!! *LMAO* only a phone call away sayangku...

i caught a glimpse of what the working world entails.
and i'm glad to say that what i'm studying now is the right thing career wise for me. writing, events and all that jazz...i totally love!

now, instead of waking up early to go to work, i gotta wake up early to go to class.
can't wait to see everyone and get back to routine again...

from hardly ever going to summit to going there 2 days in a row.
beats eating at the same ol' coffee shop almost everyday tho.

so here are some pics from the roadshows. finally.

these were taken in terangganu. a VERY memorable trip. you'll find out why soon enough.
this trip marked my first time being in a public university. eye-opening experience. i am now truly and utterly grateful for what i have.

we began our journey at 10.40am. was told to be at the office at 7.30am cause we were to leave at 8am. r-i-g-h-t. once a malaysian, always a malaysian. we arrived at terengganu around 5 something. bear in mind it was a 7 hour journey. had lunch at mcdonald's. ate the bubur ayam for the very first time in my entire life because of my sore throat.

checked into the hotel. then went to set up at UMT. dinner became supper because the food came around 10 something. the most wonderful thing was they had 2 different types of fried rice. one was with fried chicken the other was normal. me and ching yee went to the ladies to wash our hands and when we came back, all that was left was the normal fried rice. hmph!

our meal time and sleeping totally screwed up during the trip. we didnt eat at the right times. dinner became supper. lunch became tea time. the orchestra was in full swing. and the best thing is, i was so hungry that i became full. my stomach went through one full cycle. O_o

we left the university around 12 something. i probably had about 3 hours of sleep before i had to wake up for the roadshow. all in a days work.

the main entrance of the GEGAR U! Unity Fest.

the event

the malaysian storybook booth. i helped in setting those comps up aite. damn proud. i now know how to properly set up a computer.

the message boxes.
]

the sifu and his disciples

work of art

my partner in crime.

we were in charge of the information booth. the students just queued up and walloped the brochures. like in primary school where you queued up for everything. O_0

the unity truck

l-r : the boss, the editor, the sifu cum driver

the gallery.

the gallery looks damn nice rite? you wouldn't believe the amount of screwing is needed to achieve that aite. ALOT. and i mean ALOT. and NOT only that, it's bloody painful. and bloody heavy. building it and demolishing it, fu-yoh! nuff said.

the maze. everyone loved this.

the unity board. all you gotta do is paint the picture using your thumb.

AND FINALLY.....

uh-oh! trouble looms ahead. as can be seen from the above picture, the hood is opened. which can mean one thing, CAR TROUBLE!
it was really exciting. go figure la, car breakdown, and here i am excited. wtf. that's aron by the way and half of shelly in purple. my editor and jeffrey are in the back.

supposed to have dinner at 8.30pm at whatever rest stop we could find.

manatau, 4 jam kemudian baru kita makan malam. 0_O

and dont get me started on toilet breaks. the journey there and back, it was only me and ching yee that asked for the toilet breaks. -___-"
the rest aren't human. or they have one hell of a bladder.
i bet that if we didn't ask for the toilet break on the way home, we won't have had dinner. wait..supper i mean. O_o

anyways, guess where we broke down? at genting sempah. it was frickin' cold man. practically freezing as can be seen thru benjamin who's hugging himself to keep warm.

AND FINALLY FINALLY...wtf.

our ride home! according to joel and jeff, the insides of the tow truck is like a tank. hmmm..
i wouldn't know cos i was in the van..sleeping. actually, more like knocked out. gotta agree with anrie, the exhaust fumes from the van probably knocked me out. O_o

our 7 hour ride home turned into 10 hours. supposed to reach home about 3am but ended up reaching home around 6am. i spent about 3 hours being unconscious in a towed van.

that was probably the highlight of the entire trip. who gets to say that they got towed back home rite?

priceless.


check out ching yee's blog for a more detailed version of the terengganu trip.

thats it for my post on my terengganu trip.

p/s: this could possibly be my longest post ever. *claps*

remember my previous post about me not really liking my job.
scratch that.
i'm actually loving this job.
everyone is like under 25 so there's no need to be all formal and stuff.
we dress casually to work and we joke around in the office.
and i get to write articles and have my work published. pretty awesome stuff.
really glad i applied for this internship.
and i'm so gonna miss it when i stop next week.
classes will be as usual again.
happy happy joy joy.
assignments again. late nights again. wonderful.

loads to write about my roadtrip to terengganu and malacca and my movie experience at IMAX watching TRANSFORMERS (i'm a fan. i want the toys and tshirt) but that would be for later. when i'm not so busy trying to convince everyone that wentworth miller IS NOT GAY!!!

i'm currently suffering from sore throat and flu thanks to shouting, screaming and alco on saturday nite.

more updates later.

i have to pack for another trip yet again!

i've been busy. if anyone has been wondering.

busy doing what you might ask.

lalala.

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i don't know where i have been for the past [i dunno how many] years/days/months but what with me being such a tv freak and all, i have never EVER watched PRISON BREAK. HOW is that frickin' possible???

but i thank my lucky stars cos i now have in my posession the entire season 1 and 2. *Hallelujah!*

and it's been such a joy. =)

i cannot begin to describe how much i LOVE prison break. LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!

anyways, i'm a very busy working girl right now. not that i'm busy climbing the corporate ladder or anything like that. but i'm busy la.

just gotta say though.
soft hands.
very. soft.
nice.

by the way i gotta say wat a fcked up day it was yesterday morning (if u wanna be technical with me then it was the morning before yesterday. fine. tuesday morning to be exact).

stoopid motorist. i could have commited murder right there and then. in daylight.

driving has most certainly changed me.

i'm like dr. jekyll and mr. hyde or was it dr.hyde and mr.jekyll?
anyways, u catch my drift.
i have 2 personalities when it comes to driving.
screw with me on the road, you'll get the evil, foul mouthing, vulgar machine propaganding mr.hyde/mr.jekyll (the doctor's the good guy, rite?)
i shall not elaborate.
my blood will boil and then i'll probably burst/erupt. definitely not a sight to behold. and SO definitely not worth it.

the joys of driving.
tra la la la.

i'm back.

and hello my sweet fast connection. i missed u oh-so-very-much!

after lunch saw vast improvement.

i did do something productive.

and here is hoping to something more productive tomorrow!
(she did say that it is HARD WORK!)

anything to chase the boredom away.

you wouldn't guess where i am right now.

i dont wanna say. incase someone finds out.

but let's just say i'm having the time of my life here.

really.

*please...save me*

this is the most boring and redundant thing i have ever done in my entire lifetime.

but i keep telling myself that it is for the experience. it will look good for my reference. i hope!

i'm gonna remain cryptic about it. don't wanna expose myself. bah! like anyone's gonna come after me.

but i have to say. i can't see myself working a 9-5 job. really. it sucks.

drains the life out of a person. nobody talks. all they do is just stare at their computer screens. i don't even know if they're really typing away some important documents or just chatting away on msn or...they're like me blogging. haha.

at least i know the girl next to me IS working.
she's busy making important phone calls at least.
but the other 3. hmmmm.....*i wonder*

i don't wanna complain. i want to be thankful for having this oppurtunity. i DO.
so i'm just gonna wait and see.
wait for the boss of me to give me tasks. oh joy!

besides the workload or lack thereof *sniggers* i am starting to think that i'm getting paid to go online and just surf.
that doesn't sound too bad rite. WRONG!
i rather do it at home. for free. cos then i could eat and sleep whenever i want.
now, i'm so sleepy that i'm actually thinking of faking a stomache ache so that i can run off to the toilet and shut my eyes.
or....i could fake a cough.

*cough*cough*

but...i'm not that mean. i'm just gonna suck it up. put a smile on my face. and pretend to be busy doing something productive.

*type type type*

oohhh yea..allocate is open. time to plan my timetable again.
and i'm torn. should i take marketing or television studies as my elective???
pls vote. wtf.

brrrr....it's freezing in here!

and then there were none.

and it's officially over.
semester 1 is done.
finito.


i am a free woman.
for now that is.

and OMG!
it's the frickin' mega sale! *woot*

i can actually foresee money flying out from my pocket.

i'm so proud of myself today.

*guess what i did?*

go on....

k la..i tell you.

i reverse park today! *wee*
*shaddap la u reverse parking pro's*
it's not easy ok.
and no. this wasn't my first time parking in reverse. it's my 3rd.
the first 2 times was because i was forced to.
but today, i did it voluntarily. and then i gave myself a pat in the back.
so proud siuutt. *i must reward myself* =)
and you know what?
i'm beginning to like reverse parking. i don't fear reverse parking anymore.
i shall go on parking reverse from now on.
and when i'm sick of reverse parking, i shall do side parking.
yup. i still can't side park.
i still need to count the poles and how many times i have to turn the steering wheel left and right.

but...but..but...WAIT A MINUTE!

there are no frickin' poles for me to count.

HOW?? MACAM MANA??

aiyah..
simple la.
no need to side park.
i shall avoid side parking like the plague.
no side parking for life! pls support my 'no side parking' cause! ur support means the world to me.
WTF!

triple dots

sweat

---_____---"

or maybe i could follow these simple rules.

3 down 1 to go.

the hardest paper has been done and over with.
and i'm depressed.
and elated at the same frickin' time.

thinking about it makes me depressed.
really. i should have just tembak. but no. i wanted to read through it again to make sure i tembak the correct answer. but i didn't. now it's blank. *hangs self*

oh wells. what to do.
i'm just glad it's over.
worrying about the results is another thing all together.
but that's for next time.

i'm gonna miss dr.helen. i think.
it was an interesting class.
ww1, ww2, total war, cold war, korean war, versailles treaty, wilson woodrow's fourteen points, churchill's 'iron curtain' speech, hilter's nazism, mussolini's fascism, communism, liberal democracy, imperialism, nationalism, the berlin conference and many many more = YOU SHALL BE MISSED. and i mean it...
from the bottom of my broken heart.
there's just a thing or two i'd like you to noe.
you were my first love.
i never knew love.
till there was youuuuuu.
from the bottom of my broken heart.
sorry. i digress.
it's just that when i typed from the bottom of my broken heart, britney's voice filled my head.
haha.
but int1010 was an interesting class. i finally knew why hitler was hated. and why ww1 and ww2 started. all my life learning history in high school and i never knew.
hmmm...WHAT did i learn in high school history?


moving on.

ivie msn-ed me and told me she finished downloading one tree hill episode 20.
OMG!!! i want...

2 down 2 more to go!

bye-bye COM1010. it was great knowing you.
thanks to you, i cannot enjoy watching a movie for its entertainment value. i have become critical. and i can't stop it. so thank you COM1010. you've been wonderful.


anyways, i just read from people.com that isaiah washington (the dr. preston burke) is no longer gonna be in grey's anatomy.

kaput

and i also found out that one tree hill is gonna have season5! *yay yay yay*

so kan-cheong man now...
thanks to downloads, i'm not stuck watching 8tv on saturdays.
ha!


right.
i shall go study now.
bye-bye.

tomorrow.

is.

friday.

this is just too cute to resist.




and another one.



thanks to yasmin!hehe..

spent my whole afternoon at the foyer discussing media studies. such joy!


the discussing. hmm..not so much. mostly talking. thats what you get when u put a bunch of people together. we talked about everything and anything except of course, media studies. *wonderful*


anyways, went for dinner at subang parade.
and whilst waiting for the food i noticed the table behind/opposite had 2 old mans *possibly about 50 or 60* and three women.
now in the beginning, i paid no attention.
i thought they were a family. one woman looked matured so i assumed it was the daughter and then the other 2 looked possibly like that matured woman's daughters and i thought the two old man was the grandfather or father lah. whatever la. family having dinner. nothing unusual.
my eyes kept looking at that table. normal la. people watching.

the arrangement of the people at the table

food still not here yet.
and so i looked at that table again. and again.
now..i noticed that the old man kept leaning towards the "grand daughter".
and i thought to myself, "wah..grandfather so loving arr"
this happened quite a few times.
then i began to get suspicious.
at this point, i began to look closely at the women.
then it hit me.

i said loudly to my dad

"those are china women arr?"
"yea"

O_O

dirty old mans weeiii!!!
now that i realized this, they began to be touchy feely.
the couple nearest to my table.
even the other couple.
kesian the other woman though. nobody to touch. can only watch. wtf.

from that moment of realization onwards, my eyes were glued to that table watching
*eyes wide open*

i'm wondering though. those old men so desperate siut.
guess they don't wanna be lonely.
unless those useless bastards are cheating on their spouse.
tsk tsk tsk.
but who am i to judge.
i don't know head or tail about their relationship.
i could possibly be reading the entire thing out of context.*whoa..media studies. so proud. wtf*


dahlah, aku nak belajar ni.

cannot wait till my exams are over.

one down. three to go.

gotta start cramming dates into my brain.
gotta start cramming theories into my brain.
gotta start reading the newspaper.

my brain.
it's gonna shut down soon.

ish...

hey peeps!

i got myself an advert and there's a poll. please do it! pretty please.

30 seconds or less. serious!!

adios amigos!

check this out.
justin timberlake's what goes around song.
dengar baik-baik tau..
unless u wanna go to the end of the vid lah.
enjoy ;)

go go power rangers
mighty morphin power rangers!

that totally brings back memories.

i was watching power rangers with monkey yesterday.

oh my! what sweet sweet memories it brought back. i could remember some of the scenes. which reminded me of the times when i would re-enact those scenes with my friends. i loved pink ranger! (shaddap. pink is my favourite colour)

ahhh...those were the days. i was a power rangers baby as one of my friends would put it. not a transformers baby. i know nuts about it. but if we were to talk to about power rangers...that's a different story although i can barely remember much about it now. transformers the movie is coming out soon. i might watch it. not because i'm a fan. just because. if only they'll have a power rangers movie again. i'll definitely be the first in line. for old times sake. to relive my childhood.

those were the days...the movie i watched and loved when i was a kid.

but the thing was, i didn't watch the movie till the end. i. fell. asleep. right. after. dinner.

---___---"

i'm turning into such a pig that it isn't funny anymore. i shouldn't be taking 'naps'. i have an exam to study for. and i have read nuts for it. which reminds me, i got a lil' packet of m&m's today. i was craving for some m&m's and voila i got it today.
i feel so loved!

melts in your mouth not in your hands!

*yums*

i had a great weekend. did you?

I DIDN'T STUDY!!! did you?

so what DID i do?

i stayed at hilton.
celebrated a friends birthday. Happy 18th Birthday Naim!
tried convincing my mother to get me a jacket/coat/trench coat from zara. (i promised not to buy anything for the next 3 months but NOOOO.....)
begged my dad to get me a macbook.
i slept the whole day yesterday.
and since it rained this morning, i couldn't get my lazy ass off my bed and so continued sleeping. really..i've turned into a sleeping addict. i need to go for rehab.

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and i found out recently what LMAO means.
seriously, they need to produce a dictionary. for me.
i do know what LOL means. thankyouverymuch.
now what is ROFL? or ZOMG?

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okie dokie.
time to hit the books.

i slept at 9 something last night.

OMG!!!

the last time i did that was when i was in primary school. by 9 something to 10 sure sudah tidur.
but now...sleeping at 9 something is unheard of man. seriously.
my sleeping time is all screwed up man.

yesterday 9 something.
day before 4am.

see..how can my sleeping time not be screwed up???

and the worst thing is, after 10 hours of sleep, i didnt want to wake up!

i'm such a pig.

oink oinkety oink

dreams.

can they come true?

do they reflect reality?

are they the reason why we go to sleep at night?

to bangsar and back.

i drove all the way to bangsar and i'm so proud of myself. wtf.

i missed the first turning into bangsar and had a mild panic attack. *inhale-exhale*

die die die....i missed the turning. i don't know how to go to bangsar. let's go to mid valley! wtf wtf.

so instead of going to bangsar as planned, we went to mid valley instead. haha.

i'm not that dungu aite!

instead of using the longer route to bangsar, i used the quickest! so smart! *beams*

I AM A SURVIVOR!!! *does victory dance*

so shopping we did. and money flies. out. of. my. purse. like. drinking. water. o_O
according to my dad. -__-"

the most ironic thing is, we spent the majority of our time in cats whiskers. in bangsar. when we have cats whiskers in ss15. wtf.

we all managed to buy something. only shee didn't buy anything from misai kucing (geddit? geddit? haha)
she was dress hunting so she got a very english looking dress. from baci. which reminds me of the chocolate. you know? the ferroro rocher lookalike/wannabe. doesn't taste too bad. cheaper too. i think.

all i can say about my inaugural trip to bangsar is that it was very PRODUCTIVE!
and we shall do it again. and again. and again. AND AGAIN!

and then the following day, i went to watch My Fair Lady the musical.

boring.

i actually yawned. and was eager for it to end. i was like the monkey when watching Phantom. thats how bored i was. clapping enthusiastically when it ended. wtf.
maybe it's because i don't know the songs. or maybe it's because the set is so frickin' simple.
a backdrop and stairs. thats all. this cannot be compared to phantom. CANNOT!
this musical, however, makes me wanna watch the movie.

is it better than the musical???

and smelling nutella is orgasmic.
so is eating it.

i have to put this up.

my 2 very good friends have updated their blog.

this is very very good news because they hardly ever update their blog.

therefore, i am very proud of you guys!!!=)

hahaha...

check it out here and here

i miss my friends.

so long didn't see you guys (it's only been a week..but it sure feels long.). i wanna laugh and hear your stories.

i find it totally awesome that we still make it a point to see each other every week.
and we have been doing that for a year already.

you guys totally rock my world!!

great times with you guys.

and i wanna go shopping. you guys coming, rite? hehe..see you all soon!

and then there were none...
sleeping at 4 in the morning is no fun.
thank gawd there won't be anymore of it till next sem.
can you imagine, almost every night for the past week i have been sleeping at 4-5 in the morning.
i wasn't this hardworking when i was in F5. seriously.
i probably waked up early to cramp in whatever i can but i never studied till 5 in the morning.
but it's not like i'm asking for it.
fine la, fine la..i DID ask for it. who ask me to do last minute work.
2nd sem resolution :
-complete assignments way way earlier. as in when i get the question i immediately do it.
-start from the first week, i'll study my butt off. cos rite now, i gotta study for my finals and i haven't started and my finals is like 2 weeks away. once again, i sendiri cari pasal.

*unrelated to the above*
the other day (one of the weekdays) someone asked me what lips was in bm.
me: *scratches head*thinks* after a long pause...mulut la.
someone: i thought mulut is mouth.
me: same for lips also.
(mind you, that someone thought pipi was lips in the beginning *gasp*) ---___---"
today (in the car)
me: bibir is lips!!! O.O

what a revelation!
really, my bm is atrocious.
even the other day in the cafeteria, we were talking about the bm and english essays. when it came to summary, we were stuck for bm. what was summary called in bm???
ringkasan!!!
bloody genius.
it just occured to me that it is called rumusan. ---___---"

*definitely unrelated to the above*
today i watched 3 movies back to back.
and i'm feeling all lovey-dovey inside...






all of them romantic movies. i totally heart romance movies. =)
and i have got many more movies to catch up with. oohhh..goody!

one more to go and then i'm done! done and over with!
right now i'm very happy cos i just stocked up on dvd's...*yay*
movies from the beginning of the year till now.
yup, that's right folks. i haven't been to the cinemas since like last year.
the 2 latest movies i watched were 'catch and release' and jeng, jeng, jeng....'spider-man 3'.
so now, at the comfort of my home, i can catch up on all the movies i missed.
but right now, i gotta watch one really important movie.

Tyler Durden: Warning: If you are reading this then this warning is for you. Every word you read of this useless fine print is another second off your life. Don't you have other things to do? Is your life so empty that you honestly can't think of a better way to spend these moments? Or are you so impressed with authority that you give respect and credence to all that claim it? Do you read everything you're supposed to read? Do you think every thing you're supposed to think? Buy what you're told to want? Get out of your apartment. Meet a member of the opposite sex. Stop the excessive shopping and masturbation. Quit your job. Start a fight. Prove you're alive. If you don't claim your humanity you will become a statistic. You have been warned- Tyler
-(fight club, 1999, David Fincher)

OMG..i just did a citation. PLEASE! no plagiarising yea! cite where it is needed.

*runs off to do final assignment*

first i have a christian face, now i have a sexy name.

fu-yoh!

and apparently if a french man were to say my name, i would definitely fall in love. haha!

guess i have to thank mummydaddy for naming me natasha.
it definitely has a sensual sound to it, doesn't it? *syiok sendiri already*

loving my name..
~nat~

christian face

at lunch someone mentioned that i had a "christian face".

O.O

wow..that was unexpected. seriously.

a christian face. me?

at first i was shocked but then i was pleased *grins*

i also apparently give off a christian vibe/aura.

double wow.
i'm very happy and contented. i have HIM in my life and that's what matters the most.

*unrelated to the above*
OMG..i forgot to watch prison break!
damn assignments! taking complete control of my life.
missed 2 episodes already. hmph.

*another unrelated*
i watched 'the truman show' during lecture.
a great movie. try to watch it if you can. stars jim carrey.
about a man whose life is one big-hit reality show.
absolutely hilarious yet sad in a way.
imagine, living your whole life in a lie. not knowing the real realities of the big bad world.
do watch it when you get the chance.
i'd upload the picture of it but blogger is being a pain in the @$$. what else is new.
blogger and friendster..sheesh..same gang.

i have an obsession rite now.
eversince my friends and i talked about it last week, i've been thinking about it. every nite.
and today, i saw it on this girl. i could just die!
i so so love it.

shee ann!! WE HAVE TO DO IT TOGETHER-gether!!

i tend to blog more often when i'm doing my assignments.
but when there is no assignments, i dont blog.
go figure!

times is having its warehouse sale again and i so wanna go..
i have nothing to read except for academic books which i'm currently supposedly reading-more like flipping through actually-for my assignments.
keeping my fingers crossed that i'll be able to convince my mother to take me there.
the last time i went there was last year. and i have read all the books i bought except for 'Sophie's World'.
honestly speaking, that book is an interesting read but way too philosophical for me. i'm only like a quater through with that book. i'll most probably complete reading it by the end of the year. wtf.

anyways, look, look...

spongebob squarepants!

all the way from bangkok for 160 baht. not exactly cheap for a t-shirt from bangkok cos i could actually buy t-shirts for 50 baht! insane wei! but...it's SPONGEBOB LA!! too adorable to resist. i stood there bargaining with the lady to sell it cheaper but she was like 'No! NO! No!'. i suck at bargaining. and i've got to say, eversince going to bangkok, shopping in kl no longer enjoyable =(. take subang parade or the curve for example, clothes and shoes they sell all come from thailand. no point buying it from here rite if you know u can get it cheaper.
and it doesn't help that topshop and miss selfridge are having their mid-season sale now.

ooh ooh oooh!! i just found out that bangsar village has a shop that sells junk food t-shirts! i got to know about junk food in singapore. they sell a t-shirt for SD$ 39 (i think) and i almost died when i converted it to RM. but do you know how much they are selling it here? RM129 onwards. GILERRR! i think now i can safely buy the t-shirt from singapore the next time i'm there. or...i could fly to usa and get it at a way cheaper price. hmm...thanksgiving yea iv!

damn, all this talk about shopping is making me itchy.

went back to school today to collect my spm certificate.
it felt really wierd walking into the school.
i wanted to snap some pics of the school but was too lazy to take my handphone out. i'm so frickin' lazy. wtf.
i wasn't even supposed to go alone. ohh you know who you are! we were supposed to go collect it together. hmph! but thats another story.

i didnt see any of my former teachers.
didnt even see the pengetua. is she still there anyways??
didnt even see the guard.
heck. i didnt see anyone i knew back there.
i shud have walked around the school to kepochi abit. dang.
DAMN! i didnt buy the keropok lekor from the canteen.

it's not that i LOVED LOVED LOVED my school that much. ok i do love it. i mean i have to right? i spent 5 frickin' years in there.
loads of good times there. especially in my class, 5 Cekal. hands down, best class in school. =)
and what makes a class the best. the students in it of course.
first of all there's me in it. confirm la best right?? *tak malu man*

right..let's get back on track.
i can't remember exact details but my class had only 10 estrogens in it and about 2o+ testosterones.
so u can imagine the state of my class.
but it wasn't all bad. very entertaining actually.
and i have to say, form5 was the best year for me. absolute best.
till this day, i actually miss my time spent in form5. not the exam part. that sucked. but thats a different story altogether.
i found the greatest friends i could possibly find in form5.
and i did the most challenging and possibly greatest thing of all. sitting for my spm examination. i feel so proud of myself. wtf.
OMGLASERPEWPEW!!! (i got this from a friend of mine last year. no idea why but it just came to me. haha. 2006. another great year but that is another story and one which i'll probably blog about next time)

taking the exam was challenging but not the most challenging. not as challenging as taking up CHEERLEADING.
seriously. i wouldn't have thought of myself doing cheerleading in a million gazillion years. but i did. (i would put pics of my cheer days but it takes FOREVER to upload so i'm not gonna bother)

so as u can see, form5 was a great change of sorts for me. i did things i never thought i would do and met a great bunch of people, mainly the people in my class.

this is to the yr tat was...

damn. i spent too much time blogging and less time on my assignments. gonna sit my ass down and do it now.

till next time.

went to tony roma's with my frens on saturday nite.
bloated and very satisfied.
even though we could taste the vomit in our mouth when we saw the food the waiters were carrying. so full until looking at food made us wanna puke. *ewwww*
and dont get me started on one of the waiters *winnie chai! i'm still laughing thinkin' bout what u said! hahahahaha*

i heart my friends.
i know u guys are having exams now so a million thank yous for taking a nite off from studying to celebrate my belated birthday.
i love love love u guys!

*stoopid!!! i can't upload any pics! same thing goes for friendster. grrr.

did u know how i rushed to type yesterday's post. when i looked at the clock, it was 12.
dang..
immediately i logged onto blogger, hoping against hope that i could post it up on time.

*phew

i did it!!!

=)

hahaha..so lame. with a capital L.

so we went to hard rock to celebrate monkey's birthday. was a toss between hard rock and planet hollywood. in the end since we haven't tried hard rock, hard rock it was.

and YUMMY YUM YUMS it was...

although slightly on the pricey side. u wouldn't believe it.
rm30 for a plate of nachos. giler.
rm69 for a plate of steak. damn giler.
i thought steak cost about rm40 something. apparently not at hard rock!
even a margarita cost rm42! siao wei. margarita's were supposed to cost rm20 something. apparently not at hard rock!
but can't complain about the taste of the food though. mouth-watering YUMMY. with a capital Y, yo!
unfortunately(or fortunately?hmmm...wtf) i didn't take any pictures. none at all. not even of the food. or the restaurant. don't take photos for memories. i memorize them. wtf.

wtf, i shouldn't even be here in the first place. got to do assignments. cannot wait till last minute.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MONKEY!!!

lost&emotional

do you feel trapped?
like at some point in time, you just feel like getting away from it all.
go somewhere far. away from what you know. your safe environment.
i have.
and i'm feeling it now.
i wanna get out.
this is just out of the blue. really. i never thought of it. seriously. but i have now. for the past few nights.
i don't like it here anymore.
away from these four walls. this place i call home.
i don't wanna be here. for now.
i need to escape. breathe. start new. a new life. wtf. so cliched, cheesy, whatever....
i just want out.
i'm not being unappreciative. no. really. i just wanna experience something different. in a new place. away from the parental units.
i don't feel inspired. motivated.
maybe it's because i've been here practically all my life.
i want to move. away.
and the only way i can do that is by studying overseas. NOW.
okay...maybe not now. maybe next semester? next year? my final year?
not my final year. i don't think i can wait that long.
next year.
definitely?
maybe?
possibly?
it won't be easy. i know. gonna have to do everything on my own. laundry *shudders* cleaning *high-pitch scream* cooking *faints*
but i'll do it.
why?
because i want to.
because i can.
because i will.
because i need to. have to. must.
i'm just getting restless.
or maybe i just don't wanna be here anymore. in my safe environment.
wanna live life to the extreme.
and my extreme is living away from my safe environment.
on my own.
independent.
by myself.
alone.

i hate dislike the lady at the bookshop.
stoopid woman won't let me buy mentos because i didn't have $1. i had a blardy $50 and she didnt want to do my farking business.
so i bought CLEO. and she had the fucking nerve to ask me if i had SMALL CHANGE.
the moment she said that, i got PISSED.

'you don't want to do my farking business izit?
'no, i didnt say that'


it's a fairly easy thing.
i put my purchases on the counter.
you...yes, YOU..scan it into your computer.
i give you money.
you take money.
give me back my change.

SO BLARDY SIMPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!
but NOOOOO!!!!!!
you must insist on people giving you SMALL CHANGE.


it's that time of month where you just don't bloody care.

edit: i think i had a dream with daniel craig in it. OMG..i'm going to bed right now!

first of all, i have to say this...

I'M FREE!!!
for now that is...just let me enjoy it while i can, please.


no more late nights and staring blankly at the white screen.

of course, this picture perfect paradise of mine will burst right after next week. but but...*sigh*

you wouldn't believe how sleepy and tired i was today. 3 hours of sleep and 6 hours of back to back lectures and tutorials. it's like i won in SURVIVOR! wtf.

even whilst driving, i was almost dozing off. ALMOST! not while driving, of course. i'm a responsible driver. i'll stop at petrol kiosks and get my free coffee during festive seasons and sleep at the R&R's when i cant stay awake. that's how responsible i am. wtf.

it was at the traffic lights that i felt compelled to shut my eyes for just a teensiest tiny second. just when i was about to shut my eyes and have my 60 seconds of nap, the traffic light turned green. DAMN! there goes my one minute nap.

i managed to get a parking space. not in campus of course because by 8.30 SHARP it'll be FULL. seriously, what time do this people wake up man. 8.30 and i'm only just choosing which shoe i'm gonna wear.

in lecture it was a nightmare. fighting to stay awake.
in tutorial. fighting to stay awake.
i should be given a medal for staying awake in class.
it takes determination, willpower and not succumbing to the temptation of sleep. wtfwtfwtf.

it's bloody amazing that i actually slept on the way home from giant. like in really really sleep. like in not just shutting my eyes and still aware of whats going on. i was really really sleeping. and it lasted for all of like i dunoo...10 minutes tops. and now i'm so wide awake i sangat teruja mahu buat assignment nombor 2 sekarang. saya mahu buat kajian sekarang.

wtfwtfwtf.

i'm gonna sleep now...

here i am staring at the computer screen thinking about what to blog.

when...i should MOST DEFINITELY be writing my news.

like a real journalist. don't play-play.

*bye-bye

once again, i have been pushed.

the first time it happened, was last year (2006).

i was so nervous, i could taste the vomit in my mouth. the butterflies in the stomach threatening to fly out through my mouth. hands so sweaty, it was like i had a water pipe attached to my hand. heart beating so rapidly that it could beat it's way to the moon and back in a second.

when she told me, "there is no time for you today. u'll have to do it tomorrow".

i screamed.

and once again, history repeated itself.

why me???

WHY?????????????????

OMG!!!

i didnt go to max brenners!!!

i feel so cheated....=(

go here to check out their menu...can die man! can literally die and go to chocolate heaven!

i knew there was a max brenner in singapore but i didnt know where. so when i walked by after watchin POTO, i had to literally do a double take when i saw,

VACANCY
bla bla bla
bla bla bla
yada yada yada
yada yada yada
*yawn*
MUST BE A CHOCOLATE LOVER

'WOW!!! giler man....what kind of shop is this???' i thought to myself.
kept on walking...saw the sign

===> MAX BRENNERS CHOCOLATE BAR

*dies and goes to chocolate heaven*

chocolate bar....CHOCOLATE BAR!!!
I WANT TO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyways...
i went to singapore to watch POTO.
the props were super amazing. like super super amazing. the chandelier. the whole stage. the way the phantom's voice travelled, like he was standing right behind you. AWESOME!!!
and the scene at the masquarade, mesmerising. all the cast in costumes and mask and the lights made them all glitter. very very cool. even the lil' monkey said "WOW" during that part and that's saying alot. christine's costume didn't fit in at all during that scene. potong stim only. looked like she was gretel from hansel and gretel, going off to pick apples or something. ish.

shopping in singapore is heartbreaking.

why oh why-lah the exchange rate like that....

anyone up for going to singapore during the singapore grand sale???