confusion says...

i am taking a break from thinking. thinking of what to bring and what not to bring. i keep thinking i will need this and that but then i sit and think harder and now i have 2 different thoughts on whether i REALLY REALLY need it or not. then i get confused and throw a hissy fit. which leads me to blogging so i don't have to think. which is ironic cause i STILL have to think. cause now that i think about it, typing it out only makes matters that more tangible and not just in my head anymore. what am i blabbering on about?! aiyaya. fuck this shit. imma go to bed now.