Friday, October 31, 2008

goo goo gaa gaa google

instead of taking one off day, i took two and looking at the way things are progressing, looks like i'm gonna be taking three off days +__+

not. good.

not good at all.

but i did spend my time organizing my album covers in iTunes. now most of my songs have an album cover on them, making them look organized, neat and pretty *cough

thanks to amazon.com i can finally copy+paste album covers. amazon.com is way better than allcdcovers.com. there, now you know my secret =)

and just now, my iPod froze. i was browsing the song list and then it just stopped and had that buzzing sound. scared the shyt outta me. i thought "there goes my iPod. oohh, time to get a new one wtf"

one. word.

google.

one click and problem solved. there goes my hope of getting a new iPod. i should have gotten the iPod classic. i'm starting to run out of space with my iPod nano. i have 1332 songs excluding songs which have yet to be transfered from my cd's. and everytime i watch gossip girl or grey's anatomy, i end up loving the songs played and will hunt for them. i found the most AWESOMEMEST website that lists all the songs played in an episode. hearts.

one song i'm really into right now is emilliana torrini's big jumps.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

exams 2008

one down, two to go. yippee ai ayy i'm a cowboy wtf.

feels damn good to be relieved of one subject now. one book less to read, more space on my table.

but then it feels like the tougher subjects are coming up now. brrr..contemporary fiction comes to mind. is it me or did it just get cold in here wtf. sigh. andrew's subject does that to you. great lecturer, terribly tough subjects. brrrrr...

then the day after is all about althusser, foucault and his governmentality bla bla bla, pii pii por por (ZOMG i'm having a flashback moment here-lips and j).

boy do i LOVE exams. feel the joy emanating from my pores, bursting at the seams and flowing through every fibre of my being. i'm gonna burst into song now wtf. *singin' in the rain, i'm singin' in the rain...*

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Monday, October 20, 2008

i like it i like it

i'm gonna make a movie!

after completing my FINAL assignment of the sem, i have come to the conclusion that i enjoy the process of making a movie/tv show. it's way better when you see the final cut of your hard work on screen.

watch out spielberg! *jengjengjeng*

i'm looking at films and other productions on screen differently now. i now see how they edit their clips and i find it so interesting how they can cut into a new scene so effortlessly. for us, cross dissolve baby, the magic wand that makes editing that much easier.

making a film/tv show is no walk in the park. you have to visualise how the final product will look like on screen. what music you're gonna insert into the scene while you're actually filming the scene. it's all about thinkin ahead way before you start. and i like it. but this might just be a passing phase for me. whatever it is, i hope to find something i'm passionate about before the end of my final year.

i mean, i think i like the whole film making process but DO I REALLY LIKE IT? i'm fickle minded like that. i also think i want to work in a magazine but thats what i think i want because i'm basing my ideas of what its like to work for a magazine on the devil wears prada and ugly betty wtf. the only way i'll know if those are my passions is to actually be there, doing it for real.

i cannot go on going with the flow now can i? i'm gonna join the workforce in a years time and i dont want to go stumbling into something that will secure me a certain kind of stability if i still dont know what i want at the end of it.

i already know what i want to major in so i can base my career decisions based on my qualifications but then again, not everyone practices what they preach or learn in this case. and that's okay.

look, there's even a silent film contest which i am actually contemplating on participating. want to join me belinda? i saw your entry on wanting hallmark to hire you wtf. you cannot escape me now wtf.

i might not be good at what i'm doing but i can learn. ancora imparo (can you say fuyoh! wtf. i am monash material indeed wtf)

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

hols kickin' in

i'm already in holiday mood which is a really REALLY bad thing because i can't be in holiday mood yet as my holidays are not here yet.

i have to study. after this week of course because i'm still busy with another assignment which THANKFULLY is not an essay. i will die if i have to write another essay. for the year 2008, that is. i cannot afford to die writing an essay next year because that will be the cycle once again. oh joy.

i collected my passport today and there was a long queue outside the office. i got there and the guard asked "UK or US?"

then he asked me to queue up. then this lady guard stopped me and asked me the same thing. next thing i know, i was scanned and let in to the very empty office. sat down and exchanged pleanseantries and 5 minutes later i was out of the office. the queue wasn't any shorter.

i'm still curious as to why those people were queuing up. were they waiting for their passports too? or were they applying for their visa? oh wells...sucks to be them wtf.

ok. gossip girl finished downloading. byebye.

Thursday, October 09, 2008

so scared

since handing up my last essay of the semester, OF THE FRICKIN' YEAR BABY! i have been a bum. and a happy bum indeed.

it feels good to come home and be able to do nothing. feels good not to worry about reading and researching and then actually beginning writing the essay. feels good not to think about structuralism, poststructuralism, derrida, foucault, idealism, materialism, ideology, discourse and many other brain screwing mind numbing head banging nails on walls tear inducing theories which at this point in time seem to be of uselessness because what will i be needing these theories for in the future? will it help me get a rich husband? will it help me become a rich tai tai? will it make me happy? wtf i so drama now.

wait a minute.

this isn't over yet, is it?

as i recall, i have exams in 2 weeks time.

bring on the brain screwing mind numbing head banging nails on walls tear inducing theories!


i is sked now. +____+

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

technology savoury

my mother is not technologically 'savoury' (jega, 2007).

"i'll google the recipe"
"huh? what's google?"
+________+ like the holy grail of all things WWW.

story behind it was that there was a pineapple at home so i told my mother why not make pineapple fried rice! she goes to say "why don't you cook it, if you can get the recipe"

pfft. she's TOTALLY underestimating me. so that's when i said "i'll google the recipe"

all hail GOOGLE *insert relevant emoticon*

Sunday, October 05, 2008

madison oh madison

today taught me a very important lesson.

NEVER. EVER. WEAR. HEELS. WHEN. WALKING. FOR. HOURS.

i know heels make you look pretty and taller than you really are but for the love of me, i salute women i see wearing heels whilst shopping. RESPEK wtf.

i now have extremely tired feet. sigh. from now onwards, heels will only be worn to sit and make me feet look pretty and sexy wtf. i could literally hear my feet screaming in AGONY. a certain amount of the population will now think i walk funny because i walked like captain jack sparrow only i wasn't half drunk and i'm not as sexy as johnny depp. life is so unfair wtf. but my heels make me look taller. sigh. dilemma wtf.

and i now COVET the madison bag! so cantik.

aku tak boleh tunggu untuk pergi ke US! adoi..aku pergi ke US untuk 'the wrong reasons' (i lupa the malay word for reasons wtf) tidak apa. aku akan bekerja keras untuk mendapat duit berlambak banyak. seronoknya hidupku ni wtf.

which totally reminds me, i now need to bekerja keras menulis esei aku. semoga aku berjaya.

totally random fact, i stopped writing my essay last night with 888 words. so 'ong' horr.
and now, after starting and then stopping to blog (rajinnya aku) i have 911 words! wahh..so cool hor wtf.

wtf. that means i only wrote 23 words from yesterday to today.

byee. must finish it now. i give myself one hour to write 1000 words. RAH RAH!

Thursday, October 02, 2008

the power of naps

i woke up this morning with all the intention to start on my essay.

a 2000 word essay which is so theoretically based that i want to hurl myself across the universe and never come back wtf.

trust me. if you've read althusser and foucault, you'll know what i mean.

so i took out my books, propped myself comfortably on the bed, grabbed my pillow, laid my head on the pillow for a 5-minute power nap which went on to become a 3 hour nap +_________+

Wednesday, October 01, 2008

innocence of the $$$ kind

i walked innocently into mng.
walked innocently out.

i walked innocently into dp.
walked innocently out.

i walked innocently into topshop.
...
and came out...

innocently poorer! i swear. i should not have thought to myself that there's no harm in trying out the clothes.

WRONG!

if anything, more damage done. to the pocket that is.
my happiness level however is on H-I-G-H!

i'm such a girl laa.