collide

today has been a mixed bag of emotions.

annoyance. crankiness. excitement. overwhelmingness.

it's quite baffling how some people let their fear dictate the way they response to their surrounding. a simple nudge, pull and fix would have suffice but all this person could do was lay the blame, shut the door and bid adieu. it's a man made machine for goodness sake, i'm pretty sure we won't break the damn machine if we did as instructed clearly on the screen. and to strike fear like a child threatening to tattle to her mother, please grow up. you are old enough to speak your mind and not resort to "i'm going to tell so-and-so about what you're doing". respect is clearly not highly important to you because any ounce of respect for you has gone down the bin and here i was wanting to give you the benefit of the doubt.

and if that's not enough, another incident involving someone else. to snap at me in front of a child, who incidentally needed you by the way, not me, is beyond me. we work together. i don't work for you. i don't think that gives you the right to snap at me. there's a time to be cranky and there's a time to be professional about it. your professionalism in your workplace is clearly lacking and you've clearly been at it far longer than i have lived.

it's clearly not a generation difference. work ethics clearly doesn't exist.

/end of rant. 

it's December and the past 3-4 months have been one heckuva journey.

what i've discovered is that plans are just that; plans. they don't necessarily come to fruition the way we want them to. sometimes, straying far, far away from the plan brings with it a new perspective and a much better outcome than we can hope for.

it's been a chain of events that brought me to where i am today, on both a personal and professional level.

and the view is pretty amazing.