papercut

i have a huge ass papercut on my pinkie and i have no idea when and where i got it.

papercuts are mysterious beings.

you just feel a sudden pain. and you're scratching your head. searching for that splinter in your hand. searching for the cause of the pain.

it doesn't come immediately. the pain i mean. it's not like when you touch those tiny chinese tea cups them restaurants love to serve you where the hotness just immediately stings you. hands approach the perimeter of the cups, one touch, hands pull back. HOT. nope. those damned papercuts are stealth-like. they attack. you feel nada. zilch. nothing. then slowly, you feel a tiny uneasy feeling. like something is stuck in your finger. you analyse and search.

and then you see it. THAT CUT.

damn that paper.

and you have no idea when you got it. till your body does that SMR thing (omg. dr.jega are you reading this?)

cut in the pinkie. SLOWLY but surely sends the message to the brain. receive the pain.

curses "damn that paper!"

communication. doesn't only happen in the mediated world. in the body too,yo. omg. thats what i have been learning in biology during the zaman sekolah menengah right?

DAMN THAT PAPER!

the culprit can only be int or com.

curse you both.

wait. karma sucks.

right.

i forgive you for the papercut.

*damn you* instead of saying it out loud, she thinks it in her head. hey, doesn't count for karma right? RIGHT?

*logs out of blogger to tear apart com and int.

i got tagged by alex.

rules:
- go to wikipedia and type in your birthday (month and day)
- write down 3 events, 2 births, 1 holiday and tag 5 friends

3 events

• 1849- The safety pin is patented by Walter Hunt
• 1970- Apollo 13 is launched
• 2001-Australia beat American Samoa 31-0 in a 2002 FIFA World Cup qualifying game, an international record in which Archie Thompson scored 13 goals

2 births

• 1953 - Guy Verhofstadt, Prime Minister of Belgium
• 1987 - Joss Stone, English singer

1 holiday

• Juan Santamaría Day, anniversary of his death in the Battle of Rivas (State holiday in Costa Rica).

5 tags

• ching yee
• li peng
• yasmin
• belinda
• veenah
  

sargeant major sir

choice.

communications?

international studies?

writing?

what do i want?

i keep thinking about it and when i do finally decide on what i want, i change my mind again. geram-nya.

if only they offered b.comm only and not b.a then i won't have to choose. now that i do have the option of choosing, i just can't seem to decide. it's like when you are looking for a parking spot. when there is no parking left, you just thank god that you finally find a spot. but when there is ample space, suddenly you can't decide where to park. wtf.

but it's true. i've seen many who have done this. really. i am one of them. wtf.

and after reading through the subject outlines, i'm gonna die for 2nd and 3rd year.

first year now seems like a breeze. although it isn't. wtf.

i haven't even sat for my final papers yet and already i'm saying first year is a breeze. wtf.

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please end it with izzie and george. please.

ignite izzie and alex again.

enough drama la between mcdreamy and meredith. *slaps meredith* watchu waiting for? it's mcdreamy *swoons*

bunga empat

i have been watching meteor garden on crunchyroll.com (honestly, it's the one-stop-centre for all things drama, from korean to taiwanese to hong kong-ese to japanese)

yes. my latest guilty pleasure besides gossip girl, pushing daisies, grey's anatomy and private practice.

the show is hilarious la.

seriously. calling yourself flower4.wtf.

i laugh in the face of danger. HAHA!


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today was the last day of classes for me.

it has been a wonderful 13-weeks.

all the late nights. constant head banging moments. hair pulling days. sleeping at ungodly hours. panda looking eyes. staring at ms word for hours on end.

AU REVOIR.

**********

and i finally understand the meaning of a love-hate-relationship.

thank you. i hate you.

no wait. i don't hate you.

honestly, i know you mean well.

but then again, i still hate you.

it's not good for my mental health.

but then at the end of the day, it's not you i hate. it's myself.

i could have done better.

after reading through your comments and hearing your side and slowly thinking it through, you are right.

always look at the other side.

i must strive harder. be better.

things are not all rosy and rainbows and cotton candy.

nope. it's dirty and smelly. but that's the beauty of it. once you get through the rough parts, it just makes the victory all that sweeter.

**********

who goes shopping to buy something they need?

see what you like, buy what you like.

now doesn't that sound nice.

was in forever21.

goodness, that place needs an organizer. the amount of clothes is unfathomable. stacks and stacks. hangers after hangers. it's like a treasure hunt in there. i was looking for the top the mannequin was wearing and even the staff couldn't find it. took them at least 10 minutes going up and down the store. when they found it, mother dear said "it's nice. but do you need it? do you really really need it?" damn. straightaway feel guilty for even looking at the thing. *drops head dejectedly

now i need therapy.

the retail kind.

symptoms:
i have an itch that needs to be scratched.

**********

OMG. they have beautiful life on crunchyroll.com

takuya kimura, oh how i've missed you.

**********

omgwtfmcdkfcmydogbarkswoofwoofbbqsauce!

ares is being a big baby.

i want my songs *stamps feet crosses arms

wunderbar

i derive the greatest pleasure when i have achieved the word limit.

*grins widely

and i heart crunchyroll.com

it's just as evil as facebook.

wunderbar!

i should have asked for an extension.

now i have to keep my fingers crossed.

*thump thump thump thump

hati i damn resah now.

here's to hoping and praying that i can come up with something good last minute.

working under pressure and time constraints is probably what a uni student does best, no? i'm no stranger to that. i should probably take up a time management course.

and oh my god, did you check the size of the new bookstore in sp? super duper huge.

one more assignment to go.

one presentation coming up.

finals coming soon.

which can only mean one thing! second semester is coming to an end! *heavens above are singing

no assignments for 3 whole months! tell me, how GREAT is that, huh?

HUH HUH HUH!!

oh goody, i can't wait!

mother : what is leper?
me : i dunno
mother: you just finished your exams!!
me : WTF! (in. my. head. imagine the horror stories i will tell if i ever said this out loud!)
me : THAT WAS 3 BLOODY (again. in. my. head.) YEARS AGO!!!!
mother : YEAH! 3 years ago. i did it 3o YEARS AGO!!!
me : *rolls eyes says whatever ala baby ally wtf

and so, being the diligent daughter that i am, i checked the dictionary, excuse me, the kamus dewan bahasa dan pustaka and leper is i don't know wtf that is.

aren't dictionaries supposed to clarify something you don't understand?

go figure lah.

leper
tidak jeluk (piring, pinggan, dll.), ceper, dangkal, pipih, rata
(kamus dewan bahasa dan pustaka, 1998)

so leper is flat? right?

*rolls eyes and hands saying whatever ala baby ally