really, imma bout to ram my head through a brick wall >:(

frustrated. beyond. words.

i think i have it in me to start but i'm just sitting duck here not giving two hoots about the damn proposal. just because i can.

and i'm even contemplating on skipping my 9am class. just because i can.

just. because.

sigh. i can't get no work done in my space. i need another space.

notice how i can throw all sorts of excuses out but cannot just focus on the task and just do it. my mind feels like its all over the place. i cant stop it from running all around. how ironic. this is exactly what writing experiments is all about and yet, the first assignment is not asking you to be experimental. it's so technical imma burst your balloon, kid!