gimme the lights, camera and action

the guys from wongfu productions inspire me to start fiddling with my camera. what say you if i started vlogging/videologging?

imma be a hit sensation and have a huge following and be a celebrity and write adverts to pay my bills.

not.

i detests those forms of advertising. and yet i'm interested in stepping into that industry. go figure. but for realz, i don't like to read adverts on "popular" blog sites. sure, i do read them "popular" blogs. define the term "popular". i don't know these people yet i find a fascination with their lives. voyeurism? perhaps. sell out? pays the bills apparently. well, the world does revolve around money so any chance you get, you take. doesn't mean i havta like it.

there are only a handful of blogs that i read. i used to have a bookmark on all the blogs i read but when my comp crashed, so did the lists of bookmarks. now, all i do is type in the first alphabet of the blog and click from there. there are times i don't remember who to read and there are times where i go on a clicking frenzy. reading random people's blogs. the space in my memory is very limited. so limited that when i'm reading through a blog and when i think of a blog i want to read next that by the time i think and the time i take to aim my mouse on the search bar to type in the blog add, i forget which blog it was that i decided to go to next. then i'll spend the next 5 minute wrecking my brain trying to remember where i chose to go. it happens ALL the time.

and it has spread-ed to the shower as well. one minute i'm pumping the soap bottle, the next i'm rinsing it off and the next thing i know, i'm thinking to myself, have i used soap?

is there a lack of a certain nutrient in my system or am i just getting old and suffering from memory loss? i shudder at the thought of the latter. inevitable sure but doesn't mean i'm liking it and welcoming it with arms wide open/creed.

so what was i saying before this?

oh right. wongfu productions inspire me. doesn't hurt at all that philip wang is so damn HOT. i could marry him right now and make cute asian babies. i just remembered i had a really weird dream last night. one which involved truckloads of bloggers. damn weird and extremely freaky at one point when there were some things going on which shall not be mentioned here for fear of it actually happening. touch wood wtf.

i hope to meet you someday, mr. wang. so that i can be mrs. wang.

the only reason i am saying this is because i know that fantasy won't be able to catch up with reality.

or can it?

/dum dum duuuuum

if it does, i will delete this post.

btw, i like wes too.

what is this? a convenience store wtf?

ps: it's 2nd jan 10. post-new year.