the day i left my teen-age

thank you for being so patient and staying tuned wtf.

i shall start at the very beginning (if i can betul betul remember laa. there will be no objectivity here wtf because it is impossible to be objective!)

at the stroke of midnight, i was surprised by my friends.

i was shocked! i was actually gonna fall asleep when they came knocking on my door but i buat tak tahu laa cos nobody in my house knocks the door. plus i was too damn tired to give a hoot about whatever that was knocking on my door *could be hantu also i don't think i would have cared wtf*

then they opened the door....



and i saw bright orangey yellowy lights and heard voices! *at that time i was too shocked and might have even thought it was a dream O_0*
then those voices started singing and i was like "OMG OMG OMG"

i NEVER saw this coming! i was shocked beyond disbelief. i was also speechless.

and so this surprise couldn't have happened without the help of my dad. no wonder he came and checked on me that night *strokes imaginary white long beard thoughtfully*

the surprise cake. mango delight or something like that. it's full of mango cream inside. omg, 2 big candles +__+ *wailssss*

and because they surprised me on the day i turned ___, i decided to celebrate with my one of my good friends. everyone, meet baileys! (you'll meet my other good friend)

this is a huge shoutout to winnie, shee ann, pui mun and pui yan! thank you for surprising me that night =)

mwahs!

***

now moving on.

i had dinner with family.
aunts, uncles and cousins came along.
this year i decided to skip the western meal i usually have and went for a chinese banquet instead.
*i think right, postcol has somewhat influenced me. i'm embracing my chinese-ness*
plus fries and beef are so overrated wtf.

and anyways, dinner came with a bottle of wine of which i think i had 2 or 3 glasses (which leads to the revelation of something...to clear my name for good wtf)

***

now comes the good part. and probably the greatest part of the night.

i had so many firsts on that night i might have broken the record for number of things to happen to a person for the first time in their lives.

ok i don't think i made sense.

li peng and simon were the masterminds behind the whole thing. thank you very the much!

the location: twenty-one

it has been a dream of mine to have cupcakes instead of cakes wtf. I LOVED IT!
super chocolatey.

l-r: j-man, best friend of 3 years, still sober me wtf & li peng, one half of NatLi and organizer of the night

wei liang and brian. brian, i just realized i didn't take any pics with you or drank with you. you owe me a photo and a drink wtf. it would have been even more fun with you around *thinks of malacca* then we could be gila-gila together wtf.

the whole bunch of them that celebrated the momentous 2-0 with me minus brian and jason who left early. party poopers wtf.

the surprise of the night wasn't the place where we going 'cause i found out before arriving. but the biggest surprise was actually seeing alex, wei liang, sze jia and karina.

meet my other good friend, JD. thanks to you, i had a GREAT night.

she was drink deprived wtf. poor thing's going back to york soon. see how happy she is! JD makes you happy like that wtf.
simon, the other half of the organizer, i'm beginning to turn red in the face & arthur who made me down a full glass of JD but made up for it by practically holding me when i couldn't walk without tripping over. i blame the heels wtf.
mr.tan

the N goes in front of the A, alex.

j-man doing what she does best =)

arthur teaching the proper ways of cheering. look at j-man. so excited HAHA!

cheering properly. eye contact is key. *look into my eyes*

as you can see, i smile for the camera, wei liang buat kacau! pfftt..and arthur is holding me cos i couldn't walk properly +__+

and i think the reason why i got high so fast was because of the wine i had earlier!
that means i already had alcohol content in me.

*that was me clearing my name wtf*

so after drinks at twenty-one, we were off to maison.

NatLi on the way to maison.

lips & j-man

interesting how a bottle of bacardi is next to me.
too bad its empty wtf.

shots.

cheers!

yum yum wtf.

on a miserably sized platform they called a dancefloor with random people. one of them was also celebrating their birthdays and one of them is from taylors. amazing how you can find information like this on sardine canned miserable dancefloor with an equally miserable sound they call house. should be called thrash.

trying to move in a sardine can. omg. there were like 2 guys who were rubbing themselves against us. disgust me. and one of them kept putting his hands around the girls waist. i kept slapping his hands away like i was swatting flies.

HA. HA.

HA HA ALEX!

closing the night.

couple of the night wtf.

that night, was the first time i ever went drinking (hello JD!), first time i went to maison (after reading so much about it in countless blogs and hearing about it) and getting high (highlight of the night wtf)

and i just wanna thank all of you who made this possible. i couldn't have asked for a better group of friends to share this night with. you all made turning 20 that much bearable.

mwah mwah!

we should do this again! teeheehee...

*slaps self* omg what have i turned into!

plenty more on facebook. and sze jia said it right. my rep gone +__+

***

ah-ha! you think it's over but it isn't.

the next day, i went out with my girlfriends.

very the innocent. not wild like the night before.

was supposed to only have dinner but because there was another birthday boy in the vicinity we decided to go to republic.

best bunch ever!
l-r: sook yan, pui mun, shee ann, me, winnie, pui yan, karine

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY FOOK SIANG!!!
pfffttt...enough with the 6 days older than you crap. you're 20 now. HA HA!

the entire people

the pose in front of mirror and take a picture shot.

saying we went wild after the drinks would be an understatement. we were like children in a candy store going snap-happy with that one camera.

sucks to be you who isn't in that picture because the rest of the pictures will not be posted. terlalu memalu-fying wtf.

mwah mwah!

THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN!!!

ALL OF YOU MADE IT A MEMORABLE BIRTHDAY!!!

xoxo

ps: oohh...i have a comments section already! comment away. i want happy comments because this is a happy post =) wtf i sound so retarded. gimme happy meal wtf.

mercy

my heart literally skipped a beat.

my future in that particular unit was shoved into a box.

now all i can do is wait.

my heart rate practically skyrocketed when i slipped my essay into the box. once it went in, no turning back... +__+

please dr.A, have mercy...

***

i had a crazy ass weekend. literally.

birthdays and assignments SO do not go together.

*keep staying tuned*

thks fr the mmrs

THANK YOU!!!

(why hello JD! you have been TOO kind to me yesterday wtf)...

for the FUN times.

you guys seriously ROCK!!!

mwah..

ps:because of authorship, i dont have the time to blog about it properly. stay tuned.

shouldn't be here

i went online after class to get my weekly dose of the hills.

then i watched some random shows on 8tv. ok maybe not random la. i watched ghost just so i can spot the guest actor. i didn't even bother watching the last ep to find out who killed zack imran.

then i read diligently and made notes and summaries of what i read *bangga wtf*
bangga konon. i only managed to summarize one reading wtf.

then i decided to screw the reading and just google it.

and that's when it all came tumbling down.

that dreaded 'F' word.



FACEBOOK!

been busy commenting on pictures and randomly writing on people's walls.

i agree with veenah, we need to go to facebook rehab.

they tried to make me go to rehab
i said NO! NO! NO!
-rehab, amy winehouse

nappp timeee

zomg! i tried to take a nap this afternoon and i couldn't.

what the FUDGEE!!!

and so i tried reading my reader. and i can barely comprehend what the reader is saying +__+

HOW!? my assignment is on the line here. i only managed to get through one reading out of five.

mati aku.

and after reading without completely understanding what i have just read, i watched the hills. WHERE ARE YOUR PRIORITIES WOMAN!??

*slaps self wtf*

now not only do i have 4 more readings to go through, i most probably have to read them again and again to fully comprehend what they are trying to say. then start writing 2500 words. ZOMG!!

which led to a very interesting convo we had after lecture on monday. we were saying how engineering and business students won't be able to study what we study because it totally goes against their system. and how we can do well in an engineering course but if we do fail it's because we can't understand the formulas and apply it or something technical like that. HA! i would love to see a business or engineering student attend authorship one day. because if we arts student are already barely floating in this course, it's gonna be drowning straight for them. i'm so mean.

i. think. i. better. stop. need. to. continue. reading.

thursday

i vowed to finish my assignment by thursday, right?

heh.

ends the beginning

i started at 11 something am.

it is now 3.28pm.

i have accomplished the introduction.

6 more subtopics to go.

GO me!

and i vowed to finish it by today so i can finish my other one tomorrow.

RAH RAH!

not just a thing to wrap yourself in after a shower

look!

a flower. on my bed.

not just any flower.

who wants a real flower (they are so overrated wtf) when you can have one made out of..

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TOWELS!

and who doesn't love romance?

with the help of 2 lovely swans the romantic mood is set.

and who wants real swans (like srsly. they'll bite. so not the romantic wtf)

so how?

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swans made out of TOWELS!

brilliant or not?
hearts better melt like butter on a frying pan.

and if you're a single lady in a foreign land and you just need someone to hug or to lie next to, have no fear......

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TOWEL man will be the man you never had...

but be gentle. he crumbles if hugged too tightly. he's very fragile and sensitive.
literally.

and if all you want is something big to protect you,

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an elephant can do the job!

big and strong yet ironically afraid of mickey mouse.

wokay, moving on.

if a man doesn't work for you, there's always a monkey!

man's next best thing wtf.

ridiculous thing ever.

here are the facts.

4 weeks into classes, we have one week break. after that it is 8 weeks non-stop.

and they call it a mid-sem break. -__-

but this really isn't a break is it? i have tonnes to do.

on the other hand, i have something to look forward to. which makes it much easier on the mind. because my head literally spins just thinking of the workload laid out in front of me.

*head. wall. bang bang.*

terrible, vegetable

i did something terrible yesterday.

but thank goodness nothing was hurt. badly.

tiny little un-noticable thingy.

i shall never speak of this ever again.

tag you're it.again.

tag heuer?

no.

i got tagged.

mucho gracias, alex.

Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
late 20s before 30.

2. If you can turn into anyone, who do you wish you can turn into?
gossip girl. you know you love me. xoxo.

3. If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?
li peng- her drama-ness will take away all my fears on being deserted and i can instead focus all my enery into laughing at her. *you know i love you right?*
veenah- because she is my teh o ais limau and i am her roti canai. and we'll sing captain planet and talk about how H should not divorce N and that P and L are MEANT TO BE.
ching yee- she's my lover. nuff said.
ps: i just realized that all 3 are overseas. that just shows how much i miss them so. see how much i love you guys so. li peng better get me something from spain. teehee. i have no shame wtf.

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
it starts with an M. i cant remember if its maldives or mauritius. but i've seen pictures and its breathtaking. sun, sea and sand. bliss.

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
that i'm secretly a billionaire. and can therefore buy whatever my heart desires. materialistic much? totally.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
believe? go look for it la wtf.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
the love of N and H and also P and L. they are meant to be together!!!

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
like duh! splurge it all, baby. and give it to my family and invest (aren't you proud of me shee ann?)

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
call me old fashion, i prefer them making the first move. but then again, maybe i have to change my tactic and walk the crooked road. hmmm..food for thought.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
alex is gay as in happy gay and the crooked road gay *coughweiliangcough*, helpful *you did HELP WCH. haha.*, easy going.
now, the bad points on the other hand...
haha, i'm kidding.
aren't i funny? wtf.

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
able to cook. has a sense of humor. accepts the good and the bad of me. has ambition. has charisma. knows what he wants in life. the opposite of me.

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
hate is such a strong word. *all you need is loveeeeee*

13. What is your ambition?
ambition? heck, it took me months just to figure out what i wanted to major in. let's not get too far ahead of ourselves, shall we?

14. If you have a flaw, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
tell me privately to avoid further embarrassment. but then again, we're not all perfect. our flaws make us who we are. don't try to change that. be who you are. don't try to be someone you're not. *i sound like an episode of ugly betty wtf*

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
my family. and one tree hill. and the internet. oh yeah, and my friends who come right after family.haha.

16. What would you most want to achieve right now?
the list of things in my things-to-achieve-right-now list IF i had a things-to-achieve-right-now list.

18. What age do you want to start a family?
before i hit my 30s hence the getting married before 30. there IS a ticking clock.

19. What would you want to be after you're dead?
it's not what but where. heaven.

20. What makes you different?
the most obvious would be my DNA. it's the one and only one in this world and lifetime. until you clone me la that is. which reminds me of what my lecturer said. is the mirror image really an image OR are we the mirror image?
scary.

i tag li peng, veenah, ching yee, sook yan, shee ann, yasmin, aaron, iggy!

too good to be easy

in regards to my previous post, the foreign thing is the ultimate bombshell (marilyn monroe comes to mind when i typed bombshell.so random)

LOVE IT!

***

i have to say that ever since stepping foot into university, simplicity has become a luxury.

marketing assignment comes to mind.

1% assignment and we arts student think its a 1000 word essay. i have never heard of a one page assignment until i stepped foot into marketing lecture. wtf the major assignment is 1000 words. WHAT THE HELL?!

simple questions get me thinking "this must be a trick question. where got so easy wan?"

mana tau, IT IS that simple.

arts has complicated my once simple life.

foreign invasion

this thing is so foreign i'm gonna explode just using it.

i have no idea how certain things work and there is no effin' manual that teaches you how to use certain things. bloody effin' annoying!

but that said, it is very pretty. ho-hum.

i am a fast learner. i am fast learner. i am fast learner. *repeats to console self wtf*

***

i went for the One Life exhibition and i have to say that it is very impressive. i actually almost felt like i was in india.

i didnt take any pictures because i didnt bother to wtf.

basically, there are 3 stories of people who are infected or living with people who have HIV.

when we enter the exhibition, we are given an mp3 which would guide us on our journey. we will follow in the footsteps of one child. i got jothi from india. there is one from cambodia and another from........*i have no idea*

and these are true stories. which is somewhat disturbing because those affected are children. innocent children. directly or indirectly. i came out of the exhibition HIV- because Jothi was not infected. but that doesn't make it better because both her parents were HIV+ and so was her 2 younger siblings. her parents died when she was 10 and she had to be the responsible adult and care for her younger siblings.

i stepped into her life. saw where she worked. where she lived. and i was in the clinic getting tested with her. it's scary actually thinking about it. in the exhibition they had a clinic and a volunteer playing doctor. our fate came in the form of a stamp on our hands. i was actually feeling slightly nervous thinking what i was gonna get because i became jothi. i was feeling what she was feeling.

and then there were photos of people infected with HIV. and it was heartbreaking seeing so many young children infected with it. a picture really paints a thousand words.

click HERE to find out more about this exhibition.

isnt it the cutest thing everrrrr

isn't my new skin the cutest thing ever? or IS IT THE CUTEST THING EVER???

laa dee daa daa.

*lou lou skip to my lou* wtf the thing is bringing out the kid in me.

***

whilst walking to the carpark today, yasmin had a phone call.

and so she was asking if the caller could see her.

caller said yes.

then she started to ask me something.

the caller then asked, are you talking to someone?

yasmin was like.."yeaa...she's right next to me"

caller says "i ONLY see you"

*sound of crickets*

AM I DEAD? CAN YASMIN ONLY SEE ME???

this is SO bruce willis in the sixth sense.

money talks

the most exciting thing happened yesterday.

my fam and i were on our way to the club. my dad made an illegal turn. suddenly a horn starts honking.

whadoyouknow, it's the police.

"ohhh...quick quick hide all your money and keep only a 5 in your wallet"

teehee. so exciting. i was about to experience something i heard many stories about. i was also looking out for the 'anti-rasuah' badge. na-da. he didn't have it. go figure!

and so, the conversation began. i was laughing on the inside. waiting for him to say it. and he did! "whoaaa...it's happening!" and it happened.

he gave you the option. pay or summon?

and he had the nerve to say "jgn tinggi sangat. di celah-celah ya"

"HAHA. OMG!"

seriously! shameless. but it was very fun to watch.

and before he left, "lain kali, jgn buat lagi ya"

respek!

and so, that was the most exciting thing that happened.

the end.

nightmares are made of these

one week ago i did not have a care in the world.

this week i feel so overwhelmed. just the amount of reading and writing i will have to do is enough to write my very own horror story wtf. the horrors of my academic life wtf.

it's so scary that my lecturer called us 'brave souls' for taking two of his units in the same semester. can die or not you tell me? why am i putting up a brave front when honestly i'm so the not? why why why? if i survive this semester, i am a rockstar.

from now onwards, the weeks will be labeled. they will each countdown to my deathday wtf.

and adding to my sad state right now, i did not attend BSB's concert *waillllssssssss*

i have nothing to look forward to. oh wait, my sombrero from li peng. it better be big and colourful.

ps: now i'm really gonna go kick myself. why did i not attend bsb's concert? WHY effin WHY?? i can only console myself by listening to their songs over and over. le sigh. i'm so depressed i'm gonna turn to alcohol and drugs and enter rehab and become like lindsay lohan wtf.

pps: omg life is starting to turn around. maroon5. 25th. singapore. OMG!

it begins

one week left.

that day of L-O-V-E

1. i spent the eve of valentines wrapping my mothers anniversary gift. and the present was from my dad. and no i'm not telling what my dad got for my mum.

2. i spent valentines day enjoying the best dinner i had in months. home cooked food beats eating out any time of day. i especially loved the champagne that went with the food. although the combination was a bit off. i had the best of world anyways.

3. valentines is also my parents anniversary. can you say romantic much? but really, their reason for getting hitched on feb14 is so far from the whirlwind romance you'd expect.

4. can you believe the word 'valentines' is not featured in the dictionary of my handphone? i had to spell it out. hello, nokia, keep up with the times why dont you?

5. it's been an eventful valentines this year.

happy v-day!

and omg the 2 teams i was rooting for didnt win!

to kampung i shall go

what was supposed to be a 6 hour journey became a 10 hour journey.

oh the joys of a massive holiday jam!

where was i?

you can tell it's chinese new year when you see red covered plastic containers filled with cookies EVERYWHERE.

***

nat says:
i wish u all the best in hell
lipssss. - misses the david. says:
wtf u good samaritan u
nat says:
i told you already i'm way too nice
lipssss. - misses the david. says:
then somebody saaaaaaaaaaave meeeeeeeeeeee
nat says:
i'll just stop and stare
lipssss. - misses the david. says:
i am suicidal, suicidal
nat says:
i'll learn how to save a life
lipssss. - misses the david. says:
it's too late to apologise
nat says:
then i'll plan the sweet escape
lipssss. - misses the david. says:
baby, come back to me
nat says:
when will i see your face again
nat says:
WTF...i'm like totally laughing my ass of here man
lipssss. - misses the david. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
lipssss. - misses the david. says:
wtf u spoiled our flowwww
nat says:
wtf i had to refer to my itunes like i was referring to the dictionary wtf
lipssss. - misses the david. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

***

veenah : so we're here already, where are you?
nat : where are you guys? i'll come find you.
veenah : we're at the front..like right in front.
nat : okay, tell me some shops or something nearby
veenah : GUESS
nat :.............. *stones*
veenah : I MEAN THE SHOP GUESS LA! I'M NOT ASKING YOU TO GUESS WHERE WE ARE!
nat : OHHHH!!!

***

the world is truly small.

who knew that this woman, that lady and that guy were related.

what next? the world is actually square?

***

sometimes i amaze myself.

i am not willing to spend my money watching a movie in the cinema because i prefer the alternative.

i did the unthinkable.

i spent rm8 watching meet the spartans.

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veenah g, i can't believe you're really leaving. uni is gonna be so quiet without you. who am i gonna break into song with now that you're gone? who's gonna make fun of ah huat with me now that you're gone? *when your gone the pieces of my heart are missing you*

if you were a boy, i would so date you. because you get me and i get you my hot curry babe.

i am and will always be your roti canai. always and forever.

captain planet he's the hero he's gonna take pollution down to zero something something something something CAPTAIN PLANET!

farah, i don't know if you still read my blog but i am so gonna miss you, you have no idea.

do you realize that we haven't seen each other since our last exam!!!

you are so flying back here during the semester break!!!

crossing my fingers i will see the both of you next year!

***

blogging right now makes me realize how much i've missed it.

***

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! MAY THE YEAR OF THE RAT BRING YOU HEALTH, WEALTH AND PROSPERITY

and eat more cheese wtf

before any of you think that i have dropped off the face of the earth, think again.

i'm back! *woot*

was actually back 3 days ago but never mind, don't worry yourself unnecessarily.

i went visiting tombstones and temples. unfortunately for me, no treasures. i'm so sad. i'm gonna cry.

but more on that in the next post or beyond.

and it turns out that imhotep exists. why am i so smart wan?

when i heard that name during my trip, there was a moment of kebanggaan for me. i felt so brilliant knowing that name although i did not know who it was. but why let unnecessary details like that worry me? i'm so brilliant lah wtf

happy new year!

goodbye

this will definitely be the last post of the year from me.

because, yours truly won't be around. nyahaha.

yours truly will be digging around for buried treasures in king imhotep's tombstone. wtf. who is king imhotep?!!

so as you can see, buried treasures trump blog updates any time of day. so you can't really blame me, can you?

therefore, i want to wish all of you a VERY MERRY & BLESSED XMAS & A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

goodbye 2007, you've been great!

i finally

i finally went to pavilion.

i finally tasted those donuts.

i finally saw the ferris wheel in that lake.

i'll see you at breakfast at tiffanys

i'm gonna wake up early to watch breakfast at tiffany's.



how apt.

waking up early to watch a breakfast titled movie.

rule the...stars?

it's december, baby.

and that can only mean one thing.

*santa claus is coming to town*

HO HO HO!

***

A philosopher once asked, "Are we human because we gaze at the stars, or do we gaze at them because we are human?" Pointless, really...”Do the stars gaze back?" Now *that's* a question.


my friend didn't lie when she said stardust was amazing.

i want to read the book with take that's rule the world playing in the background.

and then marry tristan.

who is probably gazing at me right now.

*runs out to gaze at the stars*

it's not over, so says daughtry

the internet connection is getting slower by the second.

i can't log on to facebook.

i can't log on to mininova.

i can't log on to tv.com.

my life is over.

shyt. friday is coming soon.

my life is really really REALLY OVER NOW.

*throws confetti in air*

three oh oh

Messenger: What makes this woman think she can speak among men?
Queen Gorgo: Because only Spartan women give birth to real men.

it.

was.

poetic.

bloody good.

figuring out.

oh the irony!

i blog MORE often during the semester than i do during my break.

go figure!

tagged by valerie!

1. The phone rings,who do you want it to be?
rich old man telling me he wants to give me millions before he passes on. god bless his soul.

2.When shopping at the grocery store,do you return your cart?
of course. i'm such a nice person, i might actually be a saint. in disguise. wtf.

3.In a social setting,are you more of a talker or listener?
i don't socialize. wtf.

4.Do you take compliments well?
i get shy. and hide behind my mother.

5.Do you play Sudoku?
way better than crosswords. looks easy but trust me, it isn't. i take at least one day to complete it. wtf

6.If abandoned alone in the wilderness,would you survive?
*sings gloria gaynor's i will survive

7.What song are you listening to?
what time is it? yes. hsm2. it's so relevant in this phase of my life right now. how can i not?

8.Did you ever go to a camp as a kid?
i had a deprived childhood.

9.What was your favourite game as a kid?
monopoly. *money money money MONEY

10.Are you single?
available and looking.

11.Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?
don't think so.

12.Do you like to pursue or be pursued?
try and catch me. wtf.

13.Use three words to describe yourself.
sugar, spice and everything nice. wtf

14.Do any songs make you cry?
i think songs that are paired up with certain heart warming/wrenching scenes in movies would. those sad sad scenes are only effective with the songs playing. not any particular songs. i'm not emo.

15.Are you continuing your education?
yes. but at the moment i have 3 months of utter bliss. thankyouverymuch.

16.Do you know how to shoot a gun?
make peace not war.

17.If ur house was on fire,what would be the first thing that u'll grab?
my laptop. so that i can blog about it immediately and the camera. so that i can take pictures. wtf.


18.How often do you read books?
not as much as i'd love to.

19.Do you think more about the past,present or future?
i don't think. i go with the flow. wtf. more on the future. what's past is past. let go.

20.What is your favourite children's book?
enid blyton. my love of books stems from her. thankyouverymuch. wasn't those peter&jane books. never read them.

21.What color are your eyes?
brown like chocolate *yums

22.How tall are you?
tall enough.

23.Where is your dream house located?
disneyland.

24.Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
first and the last. the same can be done through my camera phone.wtf

25.When was the last time you were at Oliva Garden?
???

26.Do you like mustard?
mustard is good.

27.Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
it's like asking me if i prefer to breathe or don't breathe.

28.Do you look like your mom and dad?
LOVE.

29.How long does it take you in the shower?
5 minutes. mandi kerbau.wtf.

30.Can you do the splits?
only in my dreams.

31.What movie do you want to see right now?
atonement. omgaa..james mcavoy!

32.What did you do for New Year?
sleep. wtf.

33.Do you own a camera phone?
teehee.

34.Was your mom a cheerleader?
no.

35.How many hours of sleep do you get at night?
not as much as i'd love to have.

36.Do you like care bears?
when i was kid, yea.

37.What do you buy at the movies?
it's like default. popcorn. so tak biasa without it.

38.Do you know how to play poker?
nope. at least i don't think so.

39.Do you wear your seatbelt?
default. get in the car. seatbelts first. i'm anal about it.

40.What do you wear to sleep?
peejays.

41.Anything big ever happen in your hometown?
it's a kampung. what do you think?

42.How many meals do you eat a day?
uncountable.wtf.

43.Do you always read frienster bulettins?
friendster? facebook, people!

44.Do you like funny or serious people better?
i prefer to laugh.

45.Ever been to L.A.?
yea and would love to go back there again.

46.Did you eat a cookie today?
no.

47.tag 3 people.
wei liang. alex. simon.

papercut

i have a huge ass papercut on my pinkie and i have no idea when and where i got it.

papercuts are mysterious beings.

you just feel a sudden pain. and you're scratching your head. searching for that splinter in your hand. searching for the cause of the pain.

it doesn't come immediately. the pain i mean. it's not like when you touch those tiny chinese tea cups them restaurants love to serve you where the hotness just immediately stings you. hands approach the perimeter of the cups, one touch, hands pull back. HOT. nope. those damned papercuts are stealth-like. they attack. you feel nada. zilch. nothing. then slowly, you feel a tiny uneasy feeling. like something is stuck in your finger. you analyse and search.

and then you see it. THAT CUT.

damn that paper.

and you have no idea when you got it. till your body does that SMR thing (omg. dr.jega are you reading this?)

cut in the pinkie. SLOWLY but surely sends the message to the brain. receive the pain.

curses "damn that paper!"

communication. doesn't only happen in the mediated world. in the body too,yo. omg. thats what i have been learning in biology during the zaman sekolah menengah right?

DAMN THAT PAPER!

the culprit can only be int or com.

curse you both.

wait. karma sucks.

right.

i forgive you for the papercut.

*damn you* instead of saying it out loud, she thinks it in her head. hey, doesn't count for karma right? RIGHT?

*logs out of blogger to tear apart com and int.

i got tagged by alex.

rules:
- go to wikipedia and type in your birthday (month and day)
- write down 3 events, 2 births, 1 holiday and tag 5 friends

3 events

• 1849- The safety pin is patented by Walter Hunt
• 1970- Apollo 13 is launched
• 2001-Australia beat American Samoa 31-0 in a 2002 FIFA World Cup qualifying game, an international record in which Archie Thompson scored 13 goals

2 births

• 1953 - Guy Verhofstadt, Prime Minister of Belgium
• 1987 - Joss Stone, English singer

1 holiday

• Juan Santamaría Day, anniversary of his death in the Battle of Rivas (State holiday in Costa Rica).

5 tags

• ching yee
• li peng
• yasmin
• belinda
• veenah
  

sargeant major sir

choice.

communications?

international studies?

writing?

what do i want?

i keep thinking about it and when i do finally decide on what i want, i change my mind again. geram-nya.

if only they offered b.comm only and not b.a then i won't have to choose. now that i do have the option of choosing, i just can't seem to decide. it's like when you are looking for a parking spot. when there is no parking left, you just thank god that you finally find a spot. but when there is ample space, suddenly you can't decide where to park. wtf.

but it's true. i've seen many who have done this. really. i am one of them. wtf.

and after reading through the subject outlines, i'm gonna die for 2nd and 3rd year.

first year now seems like a breeze. although it isn't. wtf.

i haven't even sat for my final papers yet and already i'm saying first year is a breeze. wtf.

***

please end it with izzie and george. please.

ignite izzie and alex again.

enough drama la between mcdreamy and meredith. *slaps meredith* watchu waiting for? it's mcdreamy *swoons*

bunga empat

i have been watching meteor garden on crunchyroll.com (honestly, it's the one-stop-centre for all things drama, from korean to taiwanese to hong kong-ese to japanese)

yes. my latest guilty pleasure besides gossip girl, pushing daisies, grey's anatomy and private practice.

the show is hilarious la.

seriously. calling yourself flower4.wtf.

i laugh in the face of danger. HAHA!


**********

today was the last day of classes for me.

it has been a wonderful 13-weeks.

all the late nights. constant head banging moments. hair pulling days. sleeping at ungodly hours. panda looking eyes. staring at ms word for hours on end.

AU REVOIR.

**********

and i finally understand the meaning of a love-hate-relationship.

thank you. i hate you.

no wait. i don't hate you.

honestly, i know you mean well.

but then again, i still hate you.

it's not good for my mental health.

but then at the end of the day, it's not you i hate. it's myself.

i could have done better.

after reading through your comments and hearing your side and slowly thinking it through, you are right.

always look at the other side.

i must strive harder. be better.

things are not all rosy and rainbows and cotton candy.

nope. it's dirty and smelly. but that's the beauty of it. once you get through the rough parts, it just makes the victory all that sweeter.

**********

who goes shopping to buy something they need?

see what you like, buy what you like.

now doesn't that sound nice.

was in forever21.

goodness, that place needs an organizer. the amount of clothes is unfathomable. stacks and stacks. hangers after hangers. it's like a treasure hunt in there. i was looking for the top the mannequin was wearing and even the staff couldn't find it. took them at least 10 minutes going up and down the store. when they found it, mother dear said "it's nice. but do you need it? do you really really need it?" damn. straightaway feel guilty for even looking at the thing. *drops head dejectedly

now i need therapy.

the retail kind.

symptoms:
i have an itch that needs to be scratched.

**********

OMG. they have beautiful life on crunchyroll.com

takuya kimura, oh how i've missed you.

**********

omgwtfmcdkfcmydogbarkswoofwoofbbqsauce!

ares is being a big baby.

i want my songs *stamps feet crosses arms

wunderbar

i derive the greatest pleasure when i have achieved the word limit.

*grins widely

and i heart crunchyroll.com

it's just as evil as facebook.

wunderbar!

i should have asked for an extension.

now i have to keep my fingers crossed.

*thump thump thump thump

hati i damn resah now.

here's to hoping and praying that i can come up with something good last minute.

working under pressure and time constraints is probably what a uni student does best, no? i'm no stranger to that. i should probably take up a time management course.

and oh my god, did you check the size of the new bookstore in sp? super duper huge.

one more assignment to go.

one presentation coming up.

finals coming soon.

which can only mean one thing! second semester is coming to an end! *heavens above are singing

no assignments for 3 whole months! tell me, how GREAT is that, huh?

HUH HUH HUH!!

oh goody, i can't wait!

mother : what is leper?
me : i dunno
mother: you just finished your exams!!
me : WTF! (in. my. head. imagine the horror stories i will tell if i ever said this out loud!)
me : THAT WAS 3 BLOODY (again. in. my. head.) YEARS AGO!!!!
mother : YEAH! 3 years ago. i did it 3o YEARS AGO!!!
me : *rolls eyes says whatever ala baby ally wtf

and so, being the diligent daughter that i am, i checked the dictionary, excuse me, the kamus dewan bahasa dan pustaka and leper is i don't know wtf that is.

aren't dictionaries supposed to clarify something you don't understand?

go figure lah.

leper
tidak jeluk (piring, pinggan, dll.), ceper, dangkal, pipih, rata
(kamus dewan bahasa dan pustaka, 1998)

so leper is flat? right?

*rolls eyes and hands saying whatever ala baby ally

oh goody!

my new gadget =)

O_0 no screws! in-tereSS-ting..

i heart this thing so much that it has become addictive.

hard indeed =)

it's my new obsession.

tis' the season to be jolly
falalalala lalalalaaaaaa

*rubs hands in glee*






however...

INT is a calling.

*drats

tough love,baby.

le sigh

mid-semester break is finally here.

why am i not enjoying my break?

oh yeah. 1 word.

assignment-ing. rawr!

i was resting my eyes in lecture not sleeping. my ears were wide awake.

i came home, slept some more.

then was rudely awaken because the aircond needed to be cleaned.

but when i woke up i was still sleepy wtf.

then i had the most disgusting bowl of noodles. it was so disgusting that i was vomiting and stuffing the noodle into my mouth at the same time. *yuukkks

now, i'm staring at the screen.

157 words down. 1843 words to go.

word counting is very fun wtf.

eekkkssss

countdown begins.

1 down 2 to go.

i think i can feel my brain melting. it's oozing out through my ears and making a puddle of eekyness on my white tiled floor. it's a rainbow of colours on the the floor. i think i see unicorns and rainbows in the sky.

academic writing is really tedious. flipping here, flipping there. searching here, searching there.

and this is probably just the beginning. first year work kays. i shudder just thinking about the workload next semester. knowing seniors can be a good and bad thing. and so far, seniors have been scaring the living daylights out of me telling me horror stories. real events wokay. not child's play (no relation to the movie with chucky. i had nightmares about my teddy bears wtf)

maybe i should consider being a dish washer. if i can't be a qualified food critic, at least i get to wash the dishes of good food. and scrape the plates for crumbs wtf.

*click* to get your own daemon.

s ho

whilst driving home today, i came across the most stoopidest, asshole driver ever.

it's either he was damn stoopid or he was DAMN STOOPID.

i'm in my lane driving., minding my own business when i see from the corner of my eye this *shit..i memorized the bloody number plate but can't recall the bloody car* car coming closer and closer and CLOSER to my side.

BLOODY HELL!!!

wanna cut, CUT PROPERLY, damnit. and it's not like the phucker was ahead of me in the other lane. he wanna cut, just cut only. easy peasy. think this is some bloody arcade game isit??!! bang bang nevermind arr?

he was THIS CLOSE to hitting my side. THIS CLOSE!!

if i wasnt paying attention to my surroundings, sure, confirm kao kao will bang.

asshole.

i swear, the constant horning did no justice at ALL! i was so mad i just wanted to slam my car into his bloody ass hole. almost hit the divider trying to avoid a side bang from that punk.

the driver looked like a bloody punk.

and the bloody passenger had the decency to smile and laugh.

if only my eyes could shoot laser *ZAAAAPPPPPPPP!! SIZZLE & BURNNNNNNNNNNN*

WHAT THE PHUCK!!!

smile smile some more.

jellyfied

i swear, of all my 12+ years of schooling, i have never ever had aches on my body because of carrying my bag heavy with books.

but this semester, incredibly, my shoulders have been aching. not because i was doing any heavy duty work or wight lifting, but because i am lugging my bag around filled with...nothing. seriously. am i getting old or is my bones bloody made of plastic. i drink milk everyday for god's sake. if anyone should have strong bones it should at least be me laa without all the aches and what not.

and to top it off, i went to the library and almost maxed out the limit of books i could borrow (10 books! seriously. whats this? 10 books for 4 subjects? 2.5 books per subject). thank goodness i had a brilliant plan. borrow books that will be usable for 2 subjects.

OMG..am i brilliant or what?

int and ftv = settled!

com = thank god for online resources!

jrn = gimme a brilliant idea. who/what should i profile/feature? *yikes* inspiration better hit my by this friday.

adding salt to wound, i didnt bring a bigger bag or an extra bag to stuff the books in so i had to squeeze some of the books in my puny bag. and carry the rest of it. cant blame me if my hands turned out jelly-fied.

so to sum it up..i will have no life for the whole of this and next week. i even planned out the days i should finish each of my assignments. *crossing fingers that i stick to my bloody plan*

why la why..3 back to back. WHY?

die die die

crap.

crap. crap. crap.

damn stoopid.

before clicking on it, i told myself "it's a virus".

one (milli)second later, *click*

and all hell breaks loose.

i thought i KILLED it. but nope. apparently it's still around.

lurking behind my files and folders. waiting for the right f***ing moment to appear.

goddamn it. why cant you just MATI and leave my msn alone!!! die die die!!!

*eyes shooting laser at the computer screen*

for a moment there, i was considering of curling up in my bed, hugging my pillow with the comforter wrapped nicely around me with the sound of the rain pit pat pattering on my window and just lie there. lie there with not a care in the world. just lying.

i could have done that if i had finished my assignment yesterday which i so planned to. but the best laid plans have screwed up. instead of finishing up and having a day of utter bliss just lying on my bed with my ipod for company, i youtube-d.

i was youtube-ing instead of assignment-ing.

and let me say this, youtube can be damn addictive. i have watched this video a few times last night because it's frickin' hilarious.

and since i'm so nice, i'll give you the link. quickly tell me i'm nice so i can give myself a pat in the back. wtfudge.

*click*

the national museum has been given a makeover.

it's pretty nice actually.

hmm...maybe things ARE starting to look up.

i was not at the museum to look at artifacts but instead was there for official business. HA!

assignments are serious business.

got my interview.

am a very happy camper.

merdeka day will be spent on doing my assignment. oh the joys!

happy 50th!!!

i didnt get to watch any fireworks but i did hear it from my bedroom window. was in bed with my jrn reader when the clock strike midnight, signifying the glorious big five-oh of our nationhood.
half a century baby.

ryan makes owning an ipod shuffle that much cooler. *tee-hee*
*take that ipod video and ipod nano

gut and courage

today, i gathered my guts and courage to call my interviewee.

and...


*jeng jeng jeng*



he is not able to meet me till next week wednesday.

*DIE DIE DIE!!! MATI KAO KAO!!!*

in case you don't know, my due date is next MONDAY!!!

so how?

it is during these times that i am super thankful there is msn messenger. *chorus of hallelujah*

my interview appointment is late late super duper late at night tonight.

yes. i will be interviewing through msn.

jrn cannot be accomplished because my interviewee has not replied me yet.

why la why?

for the past few days, i have been sorta FREE.

not doing anything and it's freaking me out!

previous weeks were sorta hectic and now...

*jeng jeng jeng*

it's the calm before the storm!

fickle rhymes with pickle

this period of waiting is TORTURE.

i have been constantly checking and checking.

NADA. ZILCH.

i am gonna have to do something about it tomorrow.

or else somebody is gonna get anxious!

i KNEW i should have done it earlier.

but nooooooo.....

i thought i could do it at the last minute.

but of course, i am not relying on me ONLY.

i have to depend on someone else now.

and furthermore, i have to think about what i want to major in if i wanna GO next year.

and yes, i have decided to conform and go to the typical destination. the place where half the student population is going. i didn't want to at first. i was adamant in going to the land of the free. but, after doing a bit of research, i am quite excited. as long as i am going somewhere, i shall be satisfied.

the land of the free shall have to wait. the land of the free will be a roadtrip with my buddy.

not only the land of the free but europe as well.

that shall be after graduation, baby!

look at that, i can plan 2-3 years ahead in the future but i can't bloody decide on what to major in next year.

trying to pick two.

i keep looking for signs around me. searching. pointing me in the right direction.

one day i love a particular subject. the next day, i hate it.

the form is in my hands. i have the power to decide.

with great power comes great...











DILEMMA!!!

p/s: my middle name is fickle. no doubt about it.

i could see the roof of my house.

i could see my secondary school.

i could see my neighbourhood.

awesomeness.

damn cool.

you know what i'm talking about?

when i'm driving, i sometimes hear sounds and think it's coming from outside.

when i turn to look.."cheh, it's from the radio!"

like car horning, sirens..

either from advertisements or songs.

and sometimes i hear my sms tone from the radio and i think "oh i have an sms".

i check and...what do you know. it's from the radio.

so..today on the way home, a rock-ish song was playing and then there was a siren going off.

of course, after constantly looking left right for the source before..i didn't look around and instead ignored it. thinking it was from the radio. because..it IS always from the radio.

the siren was getting louder and with it came the sound of "PON PON"/ "HORN HORN"/"HONK HONK"

i look at the rearview mirror and what did i find?

an ambulance.

the mind

the way the female mind works amazes even me.

one minute you're emotional.

the next, it was like nothing ever happened.

then, you begin all over again.

must be that.

only that, actually.

and only one gets it. the other one bites the dust.

i really really REALLY need to have self-control.

amazing self-control.

that should be my superpower. if i ever have one.

*******************************************
friend says:
if i do give u a nick name i will call u roti canai
me says:
wtf?
friend says:
eh chun what

********************************************

me says:
dont anybody mess with us
friend. says:
hell yeah
friend says:
mamak gang lagi...bewareeee
me says:
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA
friend says:
hahahahahah
friend says:
i throw one roti canai at them then they know
me says:
hahaha
me says:
yea man
me says:
we rock
friend says:
totally

check out mandy moore's cover version of rihanna's umbrella.

pretty cool actually. very easy on the ears. i likey!

un-focused

*seems that i have been blogging everyday this week. hmm...

okie dokie.
almost done with the assignments.
but then, i have in possession a wandering mind.
a mind that just cannot focus on the task at hand damnit.
thus i am slowed down. yet again.

halfway typing a sentence, i'll go to the start button.
*click* on games.
*click* on solitaire. O_o

FOCUS WOMAN!

then, after playing a few rounds, i'll go blog-hopping. O_o

then, i'll log on to facebook. O_o like seriously, it is the most addictive thing ever whenever i am assignment-ing or exam-ing. *tak boleh harap man me*
but when i am free until goyang kaki till kaki wanna dislodge itself from my body, i got nothing to do on facebook *wails, why oh why laaahhh*

then, i'll start blogging about how unproductive i am. what the fudge!

memang sial man.

kay laa...bye-bye!

*i heart heart HEART michael buble*

i am counting down till my mid-term break.

now only 5th week and already i'm exhausted.

another month plus and then one week of pure bliss.

after that, counting down till end of semester.

now that i really can't wait.

lots to do .

right now, back to ass________!

you know the drill.

and i think i have finally decided on what to write my feature on.

andddd....i got an email giving me discount voucher.

nothing brightens up my day better than a discount voucher.what the fudge! *thats my wtf fr now onwards.sounds yummier.wtf*

sucky

second time round.

left side knock.

you. suck. like. totally.

hate might be a strong word but it sure as hell best describes it.

screw you fate. screw today of all days. screw your twisted plan. screw the system.
screw. you.

coming out wiser.
looking out.
watching out.
it's not just about being the careful one.

screw it la. i have no inspiration whatsoever at this moment.

i need help. suggestions.

any of you out there can think of an interesting feature for me to write on???

i'm desperate. this week is my last week to hand in my proposal.

arghh..the joys of university!

*i just read the education section and why didn't i apply to a liberal arts college?

during lecture and tutorial the other day, my lecturer gave us some examples of what the internet could do for globalization.

there was the 'controversial' youtube of a student singing the national anthem.
there was also the 'face-off' in a bus in hong kong.
and then there was THIS.

gross! gross! gross!

and you know what, the internet is not doing me good at this moment because i'm NOT supposed to be here. i'm supposed to be burying my head in a book not surfing.

the world wide web is hazardous to my assignments. wtf.

gone with the...

monkey just got the dvd.

he practically knows who's who.

AMAZING!
*monkey deserves bananas =)

********************

and today is the day that my dear friend travels to a far and distant place, where the corns grow and the cows moo. she will be dearly missed. but thanks to the ever present and ever growing communication tool, what is distance? my friend could be in the room next door for all i know. time and space is nothing but a thing of the past.

days of the week

days go by quicker.

no longer are days measured by hours, minutes or seconds.

it's measured in weeks now.

but then, days are coming and going.

and come friday/saturday, it's the going.

then, it's the weeks again that make the time go by.

weeks are numbered.

days are labeled.

~compose~

*type type type...*

~attach file~

SEND

***************************************************************

last weekend, 5Cekal had a reunion (although MORE than half of the female population weren't there plus some of the other male)

it was great meeting everyone up again. some looked the same. some acted the same. SOME NEVER BLOODY CHANGED! and some changed, DRASTICALLY!

you'd think we were high school students if you joined us that day for the very first time. high school was 2 years ago fyi. but then it was cool that when everyone of 5C got back together, it was still the same.
like i said, nothing changed.

it's kinda great i guess to go back to that familiarity once again what with all the changes we go through.

just for that one night, it was like before.

however, one word that would surely not describe the male in 5C is 'gentlemen'.

*7pm sharp*
me and flo (the only female representatives out of 10) arrived.

called termhitam.

us: where are you?
him: leaving my house now.
us: wtf.
him: bla bla bla..yalah yalah..stop calling me. you're slowing me down!
us: ---___---"

*dush

i read the most ridiculous thing ever here

NO jumping?
NO shouting?

it's a frickin' concert not a convention!
SO... what is she supposed to do? WHISPER ARRR???

bloody ridiculous!!

what do they think is happening now? that we are not already influenced by the western culture and lifestyle??

they think that once people see gwen on stage, they will immediately rip off their clothes and start saying "this SHIT is bananas B-A-N-A-N-A-S!"??

wait..of course they are.

i have not watched the simpsons movie but i have been hearing/seeing a lot of spider pig. O_o

damnit. i wanna watch!

july has come and gone.


grrrrrrrrrrrr.......
damn sleepy now.
good nite!